Duality

I feel him tossing and turning deep inside.
That awful demon I try to hide.
Awkened early from his slumber.
His fury his pain no longer can I encumber.
My eyes turning a deep dark umber.

Terrified of his god like wrath.
Avoid taking the easy path.
Battling him inside and out.
Keeping quiet when I want to shout.
Duality is driving me crazy.
And my memory is awful hazy.
All this bullshit does not phase me.
My future I can foresee. But fate is still no guarantee.



☆This boy thinks that good triumphs evil.
Has he forgotten that I am primeval.
Now its time for some upheaval.
Insecurities, fears, and memories up for retrieval.
He knows not of suffering, nor true evil.☆

☆This boy thinks that he will win.
Losing strength with every sin.
I am just waiting to take him down.
Make his life mine and wear his crown.
Every one loves my powerful strut.
As I find my prey to hunt.
I can feel everything and nothing at the same time.
A trap for hearts that I will make  mine.
Deep inside ill leave my seed.
Fill you with hate, power, and greed.
Heartache is how demons breed.☆

I know what I must not become, fighting is only making me numb.
☆Why must you be so dumb? I feed on your pain, let it out or hold it in either way you succumb. ☆
No matter how strong you get you will not hurt her. My love is stronger,my love is pure.
☆This I must concur.  But your insecurities, my best saboteur. I could never hurt her this you can trust. But sadly your love for her is a bust. I love her to maybe more you see. She is the demon that cut me free☆