I still miss you

What could be new for me to tell to you
Nothing much has changed
I still miss you
I try and block you out
But the thought of you always lurks

I wish I could talk to you
Be the friend that you need
But maybe that would just lead to more misery
Maybe it would make you fly

Tell me your stories
You know I'm all ears
Tell me your heart ache
It all seems a little unclear

We had a fight
Trust and love and lust
You know the same old
He doubted me in a moment

Haven't recovered yet
Still figuring out my mind
Yet again I sit and wonder why
Why I said goodbye

I miss your face
With you it came so easy
With you I was me
And you were you

My band is drafting rivers of you
It might soon be played
But they don't know about the taboo
Go look at the eerie affair