This is my cry for help

I cried all day trying not to remember your face
I cried because I know you hate me
I cried because I care about you
I cried because I care to much
I cried because you don't care at all
I cut because I cried for you
I cut because I care for you
I cut because I know you hate me
I cut because I know that I'm not the one
I cut because I need to be loved
I cut because I needed to feel
I am who I am
I am not loved by you
I am hater
I am a cutter
I am in love with you
I am sure you hate me
I am sure you don't care
I am dying inside...