Closing in on Me

On a strained leash
Stay away from me
I can't stand what you're doing to me
My insides hurt
This conforming pain
To stay in line, back straight, be attacked...
Can't wait...
You are the disease
No cure I see
I hate myself
You hold the whip but I run
Strike me down like you do
Forgiving me less
This pain and intimidation
I can tell I'm screwed for eternity