forever and always

nightmares wrap my existence
everything within so livid
real and explicit
i walk alone down this road ive come to known
20 years in and 20 years away do i see the only light to be shown
darkness invades w a comfortable numbing
w nothing left to feel, it was the demons that numbed me
emotionally stunned me
w rays of light at the end of sight
its the horizon that motivates my running
in the beginning was born an end
but out of nothing came something
going forward even in lifes stumblings
darkness is the lack thereof
therefore impossible it is to truly overcome me
this life isnt where it will end
if i dont wake to see you here again,
call out to me in the after, we shall reunite then
there we'll play as angels cause i promised forever
and forever promises no end!