A little look into my life

My Entities are my only friends
I've had them around for a while now
And They are the truly ones
who understands me.
People always thought I've had an
imaginary friend, but no.
It was a being, it was a being that
that could talk
Almost like a little voice
In my head.

I used to play with it as a kid.
But the other entity was very
Cruel, it would belittle me, and
Ask me why am I on this earth
And that I don't belong here,That I would have many misfortune
In my life
There are few times it made me want
to end it, considering how everybody already
Treated me.And I suffered sever depression
I Even attempted to kill myself.

As I got older people thought I
Was insane, They put me in a mental hospital
A few times. I've become closed in. and I didn't Talk
School was never my cup of tea either
I was bullied everyday for the rest of my life (The time I was there)
By Everyone. the pushed, they shoved, they called me names
They even said I should kill myself.
AS the years went by. the positive entity have  completely disappeared
I suffered hell. I became homeless, my mother was schizophrenia to the point of being aggressive to me and lie about everything ( and she used to never lie about anything) and I dropped out of school trying to help her. I became homeless had to live with a relative, and my mother abandon me, she said she doesn't want anything to do with me, haven't seen her in a year. and now, I have a lot more Horrible things that happened to me in the past ( and present) but I 'd rather take it took the grave, I've told no one my true self.I have nothing, to live for