Logic Of Unspoken Words

Can you make logic of the words that I won't speak?
The faces of the dead, so lucky, the sweet escape I seek.
How can you eplain yourself?
You made me check MY mental health!
Can you catch me if I fall?
Are you the one that's worth it all?
I know I just can't give my heart to you.
You're the one that ripped it in two.
You tell me to wipe the tears.
You tell me that you'll take my fears.
Emotionless I cry,
Expressionless I lie.
The words I speak, they're never true.
You can't believe me now, can you?
Can you do me a favor, pass me the bose.
Why not give in, I already lose.
If I was smart,
I'd protect my heart,
So the tape won't peel off again.