RANTING

It doesn't matter what people say, or what the truth is
What you feel is your state of honesty
So even if you are absolutely beautiful,
If you think the complete opposite,
The feelings are just as intense.
Literally being this insecure comes in between every single fucking aspect of my life
I cannot do ANYTHING without being completely devoured by insecurity
I seriously cannot imagine anyone viewing themselves the way I view myself
And it's not like theirs just insecurity, there's obsession, detachment, guilt, depression, anxiety, moodiness, sensitivity
There are so many fucking things wrong with me
How am I supposed to function when I think that I am seriously ill
I look like I am mentally ill
Please I need some help, I really just don't know what is wrong with me.