Random Thoughts

If I'm being honest sometimes when I'm driving In my car I wanna flip It
I usually don't drink alcohol but lately I've been more Inclined to sip It
Suicidal thoughts have always been In my mind but I don't think that I'd ever do It
But what If I wake up one of these days and I'm just like screw It?
That's a sobering thought
Again I don't think that's something that I would ever do
But the fact Is I've done a lot of things that I thought I would never do
Like getting over Dasia
That was one of the greatest challenges of the 21st century for me
And If you don't know me then you probably don't know what that girl meant to me
It's like she was sent to me
Like an angel or something  
But that doesn't even matter right now
I'm In the middle of a battle right now
And I'm tired too
I wanna give up but since my life Is Involved that's something I can afford to do
I don't even know exactly what I'm trying to say
I'm really just trying to finish something I started writing the other day
Because despite what I wrote up there I know I'm okay
I was probably just having an off day