Unforgiving

I don't know what to say
When you yell in my face
Telling me I'm worthless
Yelling that I'm a disgrace

You never gave me a chance
You never really gave a damn
Sorry I wasn't in your plans
I'm here and I am what I am

You used to have him beat me
With the leather straps on my ass
With each lash I cried my plea
You just spit on me like I was trash

For crying out loud I was your son!
You gave me life,you put me here
Never to be loved,only to feel numb
You were the reason behind my fear

Remember when you burned my face?
That night by the fire with your friend?
You said I was going to meet my fate
He held me in the fire again and again

Fifteen years later I wrote you a note
Said I was sorry for being your only son
I wonder who found me after I cut my throat
Oh well now I'm gone and forgotten by everyone...