This is wonder full, and in just a few strong lines. I wish I could keep my eyes open and forget about the trash cluttering my thoughts. Just fucking let go once in awhile.
I think I know what you mean with the gutter clutter; its hard to view your own authenticity sometimes. I've gotten "pretty good" at a meditative though process, but some days are better than others. Forget about the bad days. Now lets talk procrastination and endless projects. :) Yikes, I'm so bad.