Final Destination

i'm wondering when my life will fall apart
things have been so fucked up
and i can't seem to pick myself back up
along with everything beside you
'cause people always seem to tell me
i'm not damned or cursed but
why is all this shit happening?
i can't help those i love 
or be there for them
so many obstacles that won't let me
pass and reach all of them
death is crawling back in my life 
he's giving me his boney hand
and i'm so weak that i'm reaching
hoping that it will take me to a better place
one without worries
without sadness or memories
of all the regrets in my life
the shit i have done
i want to be with the darkness
the one time it held me
i was so filled with peace
and i had no more sorrow
all i want to do though
is reach my final destination