Magic Man [* Another Poem Dedicated to Michael Jackson*]

It's been too long since you've been gone,  
I've missed you ever since, magic man.  
MJ, where have you been?,  
I've been waiting here patiently, but now all I do is cry.  
It's so unimaginable and so unthinkable to think of you  
up there sitting in the clouds with the angels.  
I ask god why, but he never answer me.  
Magic man, can't you tell me why did you have to leave so soon?.  
I've loved everything about you.  
From your Colgate smile,  
To your wild black curls,  
To your black fedora that you tip forward,  
To when you stood on your tippy toes.  
Baby, everything about you was simply beautiful.  
You are my inspiration when I need it,  
You are my motivation when I need it,  
You are my medicine when I want it,  
And you are my everything to me.  
People may think you're crazy, but magic man they don't know what you've been through mentally.  
What kills me is that a lot of people will misunderstand you that's because they don't know you at all.  
Magic man, you were a real life Peter Pan for you wanted to never die;  
You could never grow up.  
You were immortal in my heart and I believed you could do anything.  
Michael, I miss you so,  
There hasn't been a day when I've stopped thinking of you.  
Thinking of things you've done,  
Thinking of the things you could of done,  
Thinking of the things you've said.  
But, now that you're gone it's hard to think of all those things without crying, without thinking of you dying.  
It's breaking my heart,  
At times I find it hard to try to keep it together, but I feel I'm falling apart also.  
I love you, Applehead.  
We all love you.  
I try my best to think only the happiest moments,  
Then I start reminisce about those nights I've stayed up late listening to your voice and watching you dance as a child even during school nights I'd even turn off all the lights and pretend I was sleeping.  
Magic man, you were a Thriller  
Magic man, you were the man in the mirror  
Magic man, you were everything in this world that could be to me.  
I love you, Magic man  
I miss you, Magic man.