Hard to say goodbye

Once you mess up I start remembering everything from the past
everything I forgot comes back so fast
thought I let it go thought it was erased
I was mistaking the hurt is still there in my face
what do I do when my world is falling apart
thought we were forever but I'm no longer in your heart
how do you let go to something you've held on to so long
realizing after all these years everything is so wrong
don't wanna let go you are still so dear to me
but the past still hunts us we aren't what we used to be
my mind stays clouded cause my heart is confused
I love you so much but I think this battle I will loose
you're no longer here to work things out
you're just looking for a reason to end everything we're about