twisted hurt

the deep painful aching inside my chest.hurt building up with every next obstacle that manifests.dont know how much i can take.trying to deal with it the best i can.still i end up disappointing someone i love.will anyone ever understand what i hide so deep inside.depression,stress,frustration and anger buried in me.eating away at me,emotionally decaying the very core of me.this feeling i cant seem to shake.knowing theres always more to come.trying so hard not to fall.hoping ill be strong enough to overcome it all.only time will tell.