hate

hate this day
cant believe i waited so long
just to take this pain
i wanted it and i got it
its such a stupid game
broke down for all of this
but it stays the same
ill beg and cry
just dont forget my name
you gripped this heart
bursting every vein
theres no more fire in this core
im so beaten and tame
i want to whisper your name
under every breath
and seek vengeance on this misery
and hope for a better death
because you keep collapsing me in
until theres nothing left