Unsaid

Torn in two, in three, in four
I'm torn apart in search of you
Little things you do delight me
I find myself just caressing
Your face with my eyes
Delighting in the way you talk
The way you'd catch my eye
I feel a bubble of joy in my chest
Expanding into bursts of happiness
It spills over and i just want to kiss you to share my joy of you
The way you walk slow and steady
Sure and tentative all at once
You fill me up
But you are always worried and serious
It dims my joy
Stop worrying and live with me
And as easy as the bubble started
The reality of everything crashes down
Things just started out wrong
So much left unsaid
So much we shouldn't have said at all
But we did
My hand in yours
Your eyes locked with mine
Neither of us knows what next.
So I say goodbye
You walk me back
One final kiss
And you turn away
Looking back... I see you don't
My heart wrench
I broke it
Again