nevermind

I'm fucking sick
Of everything

Especially words;
They knot together in my mouth and I can't swallow

So I choke
He asks if I'm okay

. I want to pull as hard as I can until my face comes off

"Yeah im fine"..

And im on my knees again
Blocking any stupid noise
That might try and escape
And make itself into a paragraph
That would do nothing but
Float in between us

Like an awkward cloud
That must be filled with tear gas..



"that feels so good"..

yeah.
I just love it when you choke me goodbye.








3/21/11