It's A Beautiful Day

It's a beautiful day outside,
For everyone but me
For most the sun shine on the skin is the best feeling in the world
But for me I like the dark safety of my room
The flowers smell sweet they say
All I smell is the iron in my blood as it flows from my body
Life is beautiful is what most say
I say it's black and dreadful
Most say to be social and happy with life
I hate everyone I hate life
This is depression for some
But no one seems to get it
Why is it so hard to explain how I truly feel
For the simple fact no one cares