Blame it all (I hope you understand)

I have grown to love you more than anything else
More than my sick and twisted self
Who needs therapy when I have you?
Just one more…
I’ll feel brand new

Blame it all on drugs
maybe and
Take the blame off us
I hope you understand

When I hold that gram in my hand, I feel this sudden rush.
One is never enough, and 20 is never too much
Grabbing onto my thoughts and killing all the pain
Benediction by injection, benediction all the same

I flew for a while.
High, but not beyond reach.
I spoke truths and lies
accepted and denied
I worked on me silently,
but I couldn’t shake reality
No matter how hard I tried

So let's blame it all on drugs,
maybe and
Take the blame off us
I hope you understand

Blame it all on drugs
baby and
Take the blame off us
I hope you understand
I hope you understand

I wasn’t told about the dark
and the day
and the grey of the
in-between
everything
bleeds into nothing
and four white walls
stare down on me…

It’s more than a habit, it’s desperate abuse
I can see I’m no longer of use
All in all I guess it’s forgiven
Now that I’m livin’ the life I’m livin’

But baby!
Maybe we can

Blame it all on drugs
maybe and
Take the blame off us
I hope you understand