My Dream reality

DESPERATE trying to find the words to tell how i FEEL, how i LOVE, how i YEARN, and how i HURT, CONSTANTLY trying to figure out WHERE i am in your LIFE, how i FIT in your PUZZLE, your CIRCLE, your HEART. SLOWLY trying to PRESSURE you, PERSUADE you, some may even say CON you, but SURELY and ACCURATELY i'm only trying to LOVE you. most people look at life from the OUTSIDE in,  i look at life from the INSIDE out. LIFE starts at the HEART and continues to GROW or EXPAND unless there is doubt. i often SIT n WONDER where my life would be without you there,  without your SENSE of HUMOR, your VOICE, your TOUCH. without ALL of that there it doesn't seem like very much. you ALWAYS seem too BUSY,  you NEVER have any TIME. sometimes i sit n wonder if your HEARTS fully MINE. my life is not COMPLICATED actually very SIMPLE you see, i never ASK for much ONLY your heart here with me. the WORLD is all i want to GIVE, the most PERFECT life a person like you SHOULD live. i'm TIRED of being SINGLE living DREAMS on my OWN, not being able to TOUCH you constantly calling on the PHONE. i want to SHOW my love by OPENING heavens gates for you, SHOWING you all the things that'll make YOU love me TOO. PUT my love in places you've NEVER felt love before,  all i need is for YOU to come n walk through my front door. I've NEVER felt this way about ANYTHING in my life, i want YOU to be my STUDSBAND and for ME to be your WIFE. DO YOU EVER SIT N WONDER HOW LIFE WOULD BE? IF I WERE THERE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME? lets make this DREAM n REALITY come true, and don't be SCARED.....because I,(ASANI) REALLY LOVE YOU...........