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Feelings
Screams coming out of my head
Not understanding why my knuckles bleed
Bleed on to that cold wooden floor
As my mind goes down memory I feel like I'm taking a tour
Down to what I never thought was the feeling of pain
Never thought I would see the day I cry
Never thought I would see the fear in my mother's eyes
The look in her eyes makes me feel like I'm not myself
Makes me feel for once in my life I need help
I need help to express these feelings that I have to inside of me
Looking upon that mirror scared of what I might be
I feel as if I'm alone in this world filled with unless mistakes
Living in this generation your life can be replace
Just in a quick second you can be gone
It wouldn't matter if you didn't get to live long
All that matters is that one hit
That one shot
All that matters is that one scream
That one drop
That leaves you out on the floor cold
I see this happen everyday in life
On the news I see people die by drive bys, hit and runs or a mean less fight
You never know what happens next
But in your heart you wish for the best
Never the less
That you will become something better then the rest
So you go on your knees and pray to God for that one opportunity
That one opportunity that you can be more then what you use to be
So you prove to yourself and everybody else
That it's okay to ask for some help
Cause at the end of the day there always
That one person who knows how it felt
Who knows how it felt to feel by themselves
Who scared of taking a risk
Or a person who had those moments that thought about cutting their waist
Life is worth the ups and downs
Because when everything turns around
You realize you just had to take time beginning step
And don't let negative intercept
Not understanding why my knuckles bleed
Bleed on to that cold wooden floor
As my mind goes down memory I feel like I'm taking a tour
Down to what I never thought was the feeling of pain
Never thought I would see the day I cry
Never thought I would see the fear in my mother's eyes
The look in her eyes makes me feel like I'm not myself
Makes me feel for once in my life I need help
I need help to express these feelings that I have to inside of me
Looking upon that mirror scared of what I might be
I feel as if I'm alone in this world filled with unless mistakes
Living in this generation your life can be replace
Just in a quick second you can be gone
It wouldn't matter if you didn't get to live long
All that matters is that one hit
That one shot
All that matters is that one scream
That one drop
That leaves you out on the floor cold
I see this happen everyday in life
On the news I see people die by drive bys, hit and runs or a mean less fight
You never know what happens next
But in your heart you wish for the best
Never the less
That you will become something better then the rest
So you go on your knees and pray to God for that one opportunity
That one opportunity that you can be more then what you use to be
So you prove to yourself and everybody else
That it's okay to ask for some help
Cause at the end of the day there always
That one person who knows how it felt
Who knows how it felt to feel by themselves
Who scared of taking a risk
Or a person who had those moments that thought about cutting their waist
Life is worth the ups and downs
Because when everything turns around
You realize you just had to take time beginning step
And don't let negative intercept
Published 23rd Nov 2013
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