mom

mom
you said you hated me
you never wanted me
you wished I was never born

I called you mom because that's what I thought you were
you said you hated me and that exactly how you made it feel
you said that you never wanted me and you showed exactly that
you wished that I was ever born I wish that I had a mother

mom
I loved you
you hated me
I learned to hate you

I called you mom because I needed one
I loved you because that how I felt
you hated me for "ruining" everything
I learned to hate you like you did me

mom
its over
its done
its gone

mom I always wanted one
its over im not coming back
its done I left forever
its gone like my love for you