Selfish Suicide

You abandoned me selfishly
You couldn’t fight your own demons
Instead you fled and left them behind with me
Now I fight yours and mine combined
I loved you but you didn’t think this through
You should have thought it through before you let me go

(CHORUS)
Yesterday you were here holding me
Today I awake with your body lying limp by my side
Was this your plan all along?
To have me watch you take your final breaths helplessly
Was it your intention to leave me stranded on a planet of misery?

I tell myself that this aint true
I still live with hope
I live hoping to one day be reunited with you
Did I mean so little to you for you to just leave me behind?
We could have conquered them together
I thought you knew better
Knew better than to walk away from our bond that I thought was so strong

You allowed it to happen
And yet I should have seen it coming
You allowed your inner demons to take control of your precious soul
You should have known
You could have reached out to me
But instead you left me your body and gave away your soul

(CHORUS)
Yesterday you were here holding me
Today I awake with your body lying limp by my side
Was this your plan all along?
To have me watch you take your final breaths helplessly
Was I your intention to leave me stranded on a planet of misery?

You abandoned me selfishly
You couldn’t fight your own demons
Instead you fled and left them behind with me
Now I fight yours and mine combined
I loved you but you didn’t think this through
You should have thought it through before you let me go

Photos and memories are all I have left of you
Did you think it would be enough?
Did you think that it would be enough to keep me going?
Selfishly you ended it all
Did you consider how I would feel?
And the agony it would leave me in…

(CHORUS)
Yesterday you were here holding me
Today I awake with your body lying limp by my side
Was this your plan all along?
To have me watch you take your final breaths helplessly
Was I your intention to leave me stranded on a planet of misery?

This silence without you it drives me insane
This life is coming to an end
I feel the last moments slip away
As I take my final breath
This is me avenging your death