Self Inflicted PAIN

Looking in the mirror not loving who I am,
Self inflicted PAIN comes from the person within
cutting myself down inch by inch,
Saying to myself everyday, "Damn I wish you didn't exist."
Popular in school all my friends wanted to be me,
they just didn't see the self inflicted PAIN that was deep down inside me.
Smiled everyday so my PAIN wouldn't leave a trace,
Some people Hoped when they hit the "L" that it'll be laced.
overdose on life,
Overdose on my PAIN,
No more overdoses,
Just let me go insane!
"You're not skinny,
so you're not beautiful,"
That's what the economy say you know.
The Pain that I inflict on myself is beginning to break my heart and soul,
I'm living in a situation that I easily can control.
I'm starting to be happy and learning how to deal,
Now that my inflicted pain is starting to heal!