What I am...Combined as One

I find myself a contridiction
Not ready for what love may bring
But yearning that sting in your heart as you speak the word
Yelling but never heard
This is the story I inteed to spread

So much to say so little time in the day
So many lives to save too much decay
Not ready for the fall
When I am crawling down the sky
Catching souls in these cold tears I cry

Rainbows only remind me of what I do not have
The time capsle in your eyes makes me your slave
Hypnotized by the prophecy you left for me to follow
Faeries dance in the trees left hallow

This supernatural state has led me to my desire
Nature taunts me like bug at my window
Trees ring at my change of heart
This magnetic force won't part
Not even when I lie in the canvas of my comforted bed
The leaves you placed within my skin I now shed

Now if you care to understand
This is what I am combined
Binded together with the strands of your ocean
Flowing with the sway of the trees
With the current of your soul's groove
I feel egnited with your knowledge my Goddess of the Moon
Levitating my body with your sweetest tune

My heart feels light flying to your grace
And as long as I pull away the more you put forth to love
Nature, Music, Love, Depression, Happiness, Soul, Family, Peace, Elements, Energy
This is what I consist of
What I am...Combined as One

*I feel I must tell you what this poem is about because this poem expresses a very different aspect of me...I have been depressed for awhile, in confusion of who I am and what to love and what not to. This poem is my revelation because something has happened that I don't even understand but I just have this egniting feeling throughout my body and I can just feel Nature/Goddess creeping up inside of me. If anyone knows these feelings please contact me I know that all of this is extremly weird but it is just how I feel and I cannot control that!