another one about a whore

We started slow,
You were holding me tighter, tighter,
But soon we were fucking
"beg me for it"
You hissed into my ear
"beg me, whore"
and I did, and you did
You hit me and slapped me
A fist around my head
A blow to the stomach
"play with yourself, whore"
I didn't though
god forbid the punishment
if I didn't do as you instructed
"get on you hands and knees slut"
and I did.
like a dog
"touch yourself, and play"
and I did
Like a whore
and you would go in so deep
If I called out in pain,
This was forbidden too,
then you would cry out for your whore,
as you whent in deeper,
You'd get what you came for
and you would leave then
No cuddles or kisses
You would push me away
and leave me to drop on my side
used and alone
You would get dressed and leave
and again I would pick up my pen
write about a great encounter
convince myself this is love
but I've written falsley for two long
This cant be love
If you just want to fuck a whore.