Faith

I wonder now on the word
Another`s faith I have stirred
So with emotions my thoughts blur
I can feel my soul stir

There was a time I joined my voice
Yes, with the others I did rejoice
I was just me, so young and free
I had faith in what I couldn`t see

Then one day my whole world changed
My whole life was rearranged
It started with just a little whisper
Then my conscious got crisper

I say it was a spirit that i heard
But who would believe my word
So for year`s I didn`t tell a soul
That with the spirit`s I stroll

They say when you ignore something it just grows
So one day my prayer`s froze
I couldn`t plead anymore with fate
I couldn`t hold this silent weight

In the end I told my world
Just to see what unfurled
They tried this pill and that
Was supposed to make the spirits scat

It didn`t work, I still can`t think
So much for the fucking shrink
The pain I feel isn`t real
No one see`s when the spirits make me kneel

Things happen, the other`s see
Even my docter ignores me
So i can do nothing but pray
That it`s nicely the spirits play

So it`s with faith I walk
As i hear the evil spirits talk
I think this can`t be real
Yet on turns the wheel