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How many times I do this for you
"I see red"
No I don't
I'm not part of this big old stereotype
that when I cut myself
all I see is anger...
Red....
I don't,
I feel peaceful
And glad that the blood and the sins and the words are flooding out of me....
I'm glad that maybe, just maybe,
I cut myself so deep that this time
I've done the world a favour,
and this time I won't wake up
I think of you
The times you slapped me
hit me
broke me
made me small
so
so
small
and scared
but when I have that razor....
I'm not scared anymore
I have control....
I can cut
deep
deep
deep
Until all the badness comes out of me again
And maybe you'll love me again
Like you used to
No I don't
I'm not part of this big old stereotype
that when I cut myself
all I see is anger...
Red....
I don't,
I feel peaceful
And glad that the blood and the sins and the words are flooding out of me....
I'm glad that maybe, just maybe,
I cut myself so deep that this time
I've done the world a favour,
and this time I won't wake up
I think of you
The times you slapped me
hit me
broke me
made me small
so
so
small
and scared
but when I have that razor....
I'm not scared anymore
I have control....
I can cut
deep
deep
deep
Until all the badness comes out of me again
And maybe you'll love me again
Like you used to
Published 7th Jul 2013
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7th Jul 2013 9:20pm
7th Jul 2013 9:46pm
9th Jul 2013 10:49pm
Very emotional poem! Know how you feel! Always
good though to write and express what you feel at times like this as it can help you feel better about yourself and relief
you from any stress or sadness you feel! :) very good!
Always here kittie if you want somebody to chat too!
good though to write and express what you feel at times like this as it can help you feel better about yourself and relief
you from any stress or sadness you feel! :) very good!
Always here kittie if you want somebody to chat too!
21st Jan 2014 5:08am
Amazing poem. It's title isn't from Marilyn Manson's Long Hard Road Out of Hell is it? One of the lines in that song is "How many times I do this for you"
