"After life,Leave me be"

My only fear of death is reincarnation-to come back to this earth would be a fucked up situation-if i come back to this place as a ghost-i'm gonna haunt all the people that hated on me the most-to be free is to be d.e.a.d-life is not very happy for me-why oh why oh why is this my life? fuck it.the good die young and those that deserve to die live on-so many loved ones i seen die,they all gone-many a night i wished it was me that passed away to the other side-i don't giva fuck i'd rather die-they were young had alot of years ahead of them-but shit ain't like that,mamas and papas they was taken from them-eventually death calls on all of us-only god can you ever trust-so much do i wanna die and go to the other side-can't wait to go to the "After life"!!!!!!!

My life ain't never been worth spit-my whole damn life i been told i was a piece of shit-ain't got a j.o.b,ain't got no money-i ain't got shit to offer any damn body-my destiny was to be a low life mutha fuckin' piece of worthless shit-so far that's exactly the way my life has panned out,shit-ain't life so fuckin' grand?-from a handfull of buildings my presence has been banned-my very low self esteem makes it difficult to be strong and hang on-i know all these wordz sound the same,yeah it's just the same old song-i don't want anybody's fuckin' self pity or charity-i just pray constantly for god to just go 'head on and kill me-no use to keep on living,it's been 25 years since i was last happy-how do i live with all this weight on my brain-after all this mess,it's driven me way beyond insane-i use to try to holla at every female i seen-not anymore,not now,tomorrow,next week,next month,next year,females in my life,all that shit is just a dream-all my life i've been the big badass the big fuck up-with life i've run out of luck,in this hellish world my mindz stuck-yes, my attitude has turned completely shitty,guess what-Larry j. don't giva mutha fuck-pessimistic,sadistic-all you once a month bleeding bitches suck a fat dick or suck on a fat clit-i'm through with you hoes straight up-no longer do i giva fuck about bustin' a nut-don't care if i hurt feelings or not-my life is already shit so fuck whut ya said,i smell my flesh rott-crazy than a mutha fuck,ya don't wanna run up on me-psycho active,larry j. iz way beyond loony-bitches alwayz used me for my green stacks-used me,then when i turned around they stabbed me in my back-family is the same way-i can't stand none of them mutha fuckaz either,hell no i ain't done i gots plenty more to say-they ain't no more family and friendz-they all dirty mutha fuckaz i curse them,fuck friendz-all them mutha fuckaz can bow down-never did i giva fuck,fuck all those around-my kindness,alwayz,everytime,was taken as a weakness-that's why larry is speakin' like this-don't care about hearin' your opinions what your sayin' there-all i see you doin' is blowin' hot air-your wastin' your breath,wastin' your time-like everybody fucked with me,i'm gonna fuck with your mind-your feelings are hurt by my words,your confused by why i've said such things-pressure on my brain,has brought out my other personality,it's hell i bringz-i spit on your name,i shit on your face-to you it's a game,my actions are not as loud as my words,they disappear without a trace-fuck he,she,thee,you mutha fuckaz can only hear me-i know one mutha fuckin' thing yall mutha fuckaz should fear me-i'm the mutha fucka that's alwayz quiet-what they say about those that are quiet? they are the ones that start a riot-causin' chaos every fuckin' where i go-my wordz are venomous murderin' all you hoes-i wish they would send my ass to death row-with this poem,i've ended many close relationships-with this poem,i've abolished some friendships-those mutha fuckas started the process of endin' this shit-i just finished what was started by you,by spittin' all this shit through my wicked lips-anyways,all you mutha fuckaz can do one last thing for me-all you mutha fuckaz need to just fuckin' leave me be-leave me be,leave me be,leave me be-i won't too much longer be apart of this society-the states about to ship my crazy ass to the states psychiatric facility-that's another reason for you to leave me be-it's a lonely life for me,it's a lonely life for me-left alone,banished by society-living the rest of my dayz alone,living in complete exile-all my dayz i've been completely sick to my empty stomach puking up bile-life and love,they both are in my opinion,shit-they have many things in common,the main one is they manipulate and destroy soulz-i'm speakin' on 200% expierence,thats why it's best to just let them both go-my lord forgive me for all this hate-my lord all i wanna do is escape-my fate is damned,i'm anticipatin' the day my soul transcends-then,only then will all this bullshit end-since i'm "5150" ya don't wanna fuck with me-i ain't got shit to lose can't you dumbasses see-i get my rocks off by saying all this,pure shock value that's what it's all about-step to the leatha the taste i'll knock it outta ya fuckin' mouth-the crazy ass white boy dressed in black,24/7 i'm down for that sneek attack-oblierating skullz with my aluminum bat,yeah i got it like that-you walk up to me,before you get 2 feet-i've already laid your ass 6 feet deep-welcome to my nightmare,that's why i write this insane poetry-on your headstone,no name or dates,just an R.I.P-i'm ruthless as fuck and yall know i never gave a mutha fuck-when i pull out my .380 you bitchez best duck-now your frightened and want to talk things through-it's too late for that shit,there will never be a me and you-sick in the head,these voices in my head-telling me i'm better off dead-i gotta hollow point talon,i'm taking aim at my chest-i know once i pull this trigger this slug will tear my heart outta my chest-yes i do think this is what's best-i'm on a suicide quest-ready to be immortalized like all the rest-i pull this trigger,you walk in find my heartless corpse,screamin' "WHAT THE FUCK,LOOK AT THIS FUCKIN' MESS......................Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha