Cleaning out

Memories of you I hide
denial makes me smile bright

No that's what I wanted
I deserved it
Maybe I even liked it

I will never tell
Why
Your already in jail

Secrets I keep

Future lovers I enjoy to slow grind
Now that I rewind
 that's exactly how you . . .
      Never mind

Memories
Never acknowledged
 can never effect  you ,right?

Yea you just remain part of my life line
Through subconscious details
the affect to the cause of an adult female
reject