I wonder

I wonder if people really get
If they really understand me
Or if they just think they do
Or just say they do do when
they really don't
I wonder if they know how I really feel
If they know how much I hurt
I wonder if guys know I'm not a toy to
be played with with or if they don't care
I wonder if people know how dead I am inside
Or if they don't see it or if they don't look
To see to understand that when I smile it is fake
Or if they don't want to see it I wonder if people get
just how much I want to die if they understand that I
Want to be gone and never here again