When They Finally Catch Me Here

After all the testimony in secrecy
A dark side hidden from ordinary eyes
Emotions twisted in complexity
Views too hard to push aside

Weird,cold,dark and unimaginable
For a soul that's always devoted to smiles
Maybe a surprise I'll pull if am able
For the madness I've hidden all these while

Different theories and views generously allocated
As my thoughts wear on strange meanings
For confusion,my written emotions are fated
When these concepts behold critical viewing

When at last the mystery of my identity
Is solved by fixing the missing links
Present emotions used to explain future occurrences
As a man thinks so he is

What if its all a mistake
The happiness,the sadness and the fears
What if it was just a way to escape the madness of solitude
Will they understand,when they finally catch me here?