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Adamant Love
I am at the start of a journey
I have felt it for nearly a year
The place I am going ain’t clear
I am leaving this Old World
To get a better clearer view
Of all the things I hold dear
So where shall I go to look
Into the fate hand written book
My soul I must put on the line
If the truth I am to define
I sit at the edge of space and time
Part of all things that make my mind
Then strangely and with fear
The very voice of God I hear
‘What are you doing in this place
So far from the World in my space’
‘I am here to see myself and to know
If my dreams have a place to go’
‘Do you promise on your soul truth to tell
Otherwise I will send you to timeless hell?’
‘Oh yes of that I vow for you to see
Or my life will be meaningless, empty’
‘So first what are the things you hold dear
And would die for without second thought?’
‘All are equal in my mind and the fear
Is that I could never choose between the three
That make my life so dear and not empty
The first is my God and source of my strength
The second is my Goal I have often fought
The third and I fear is the love of a woman
That I have been in love with, seems, many a year
Dear God she is the reason that I am in space’
‘And shouldn’t truth have been on the list?’
God said deep from within the mist
‘No God truth is not to die for but,
To fight for every day of my life’
‘And this woman you love so much
Why do you have this need to talk?
I warned you about timeless hell!’
‘She fills my life, lights my soul
So that it shines like a beacon to space
Everywhere I see her beautiful face’
‘I am puzzled still as to why you are here’
‘The answer is simple and quite clear’
‘I see your love is true by your face?’
‘Yes god but I am old gold and she not
Far past being a woman child of late
And I am loath to hear my fate’
‘And does this child of uncertain time
Feel the same as you, of another time?’
‘I don’t know, and not at all sure of what
She feels, or wants to be so tied to me’
‘And why should you be so bold to state
That you want her for your bridal mate?
’
‘For I have never ever been happy with
My life but once for a short time before
When I was taken for a ride that was
Totally without meaning, insecure’
‘And what is your ultimate wish for you two
Remember your soul and life for sure!’
‘To show her I will love ever cherish
and respect her for the rest of my life’
‘And what have you done you worm
To make this possible if it’s your fate?’
‘I have set myself on a path to clear
Away all the dregs from the past
So that I can respect myself at last.’
‘And you think that this is enough
Really I thought you were better stuff?’
‘The other night I was hit by true light
I sat and told her I wanted her alright
I said I wanted her for my all life!’
‘By the pales, you fool you should know
Better, you of all taught her so
to judge a man by what he does, not says!
And of all the pain I have put in your life
To test your need of this beautiful wife?’
‘Of pain God I accept that without it life
Cannot be said to be so sweet and defined
Every day I wake, her face and the hope
That the delay of pain will give me time
To strengthen my will to forge rope
Of truth and light that will tie us also
To your truth and being one with love’
‘And what would you have me tell
this child of mine, and don’t forget hell!’
‘God I would have you tell her this
All true things in the universe are of love
Love and truth are as part of God, as God
Is made of eternal truth and love for all
That to be truly happy she must be true
To herself to her heart and soul and creed
That she must see the light to succeed
In being the star-child that will sit by you
When all of these lesser lives we lead
Are a thing of the distance past indeed’
‘And what would you do if after all of this
When I have told all of these things for you
And she says'... ''I know, and him I don’t need
You must let me tell him he won’t succeed''
'And in your answer don’t forget the fire
Because you will be on a spit over the pyre
If I even get a whisper that you’re a liar ?’
‘I will be happy I have had the chance to
Love and choose and lose the star-child
Of my every waking moment and dreams.
I will sit in patience and wait for her and
When she gets there say, Hey Cheryl ;)'
[dedicated to Gabriel's Love of Cheryl]
I have felt it for nearly a year
The place I am going ain’t clear
I am leaving this Old World
To get a better clearer view
Of all the things I hold dear
So where shall I go to look
Into the fate hand written book
My soul I must put on the line
If the truth I am to define
I sit at the edge of space and time
Part of all things that make my mind
Then strangely and with fear
The very voice of God I hear
‘What are you doing in this place
So far from the World in my space’
‘I am here to see myself and to know
If my dreams have a place to go’
‘Do you promise on your soul truth to tell
Otherwise I will send you to timeless hell?’
‘Oh yes of that I vow for you to see
Or my life will be meaningless, empty’
‘So first what are the things you hold dear
And would die for without second thought?’
‘All are equal in my mind and the fear
Is that I could never choose between the three
That make my life so dear and not empty
The first is my God and source of my strength
The second is my Goal I have often fought
The third and I fear is the love of a woman
That I have been in love with, seems, many a year
Dear God she is the reason that I am in space’
‘And shouldn’t truth have been on the list?’
God said deep from within the mist
‘No God truth is not to die for but,
To fight for every day of my life’
‘And this woman you love so much
Why do you have this need to talk?
I warned you about timeless hell!’
‘She fills my life, lights my soul
So that it shines like a beacon to space
Everywhere I see her beautiful face’
‘I am puzzled still as to why you are here’
‘The answer is simple and quite clear’
‘I see your love is true by your face?’
‘Yes god but I am old gold and she not
Far past being a woman child of late
And I am loath to hear my fate’
‘And does this child of uncertain time
Feel the same as you, of another time?’
‘I don’t know, and not at all sure of what
She feels, or wants to be so tied to me’
‘And why should you be so bold to state
That you want her for your bridal mate?
’
‘For I have never ever been happy with
My life but once for a short time before
When I was taken for a ride that was
Totally without meaning, insecure’
‘And what is your ultimate wish for you two
Remember your soul and life for sure!’
‘To show her I will love ever cherish
and respect her for the rest of my life’
‘And what have you done you worm
To make this possible if it’s your fate?’
‘I have set myself on a path to clear
Away all the dregs from the past
So that I can respect myself at last.’
‘And you think that this is enough
Really I thought you were better stuff?’
‘The other night I was hit by true light
I sat and told her I wanted her alright
I said I wanted her for my all life!’
‘By the pales, you fool you should know
Better, you of all taught her so
to judge a man by what he does, not says!
And of all the pain I have put in your life
To test your need of this beautiful wife?’
‘Of pain God I accept that without it life
Cannot be said to be so sweet and defined
Every day I wake, her face and the hope
That the delay of pain will give me time
To strengthen my will to forge rope
Of truth and light that will tie us also
To your truth and being one with love’
‘And what would you have me tell
this child of mine, and don’t forget hell!’
‘God I would have you tell her this
All true things in the universe are of love
Love and truth are as part of God, as God
Is made of eternal truth and love for all
That to be truly happy she must be true
To herself to her heart and soul and creed
That she must see the light to succeed
In being the star-child that will sit by you
When all of these lesser lives we lead
Are a thing of the distance past indeed’
‘And what would you do if after all of this
When I have told all of these things for you
And she says'... ''I know, and him I don’t need
You must let me tell him he won’t succeed''
'And in your answer don’t forget the fire
Because you will be on a spit over the pyre
If I even get a whisper that you’re a liar ?’
‘I will be happy I have had the chance to
Love and choose and lose the star-child
Of my every waking moment and dreams.
I will sit in patience and wait for her and
When she gets there say, Hey Cheryl ;)'
[dedicated to Gabriel's Love of Cheryl]
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