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That's Fucking Sad!

Hopelessly alone, I seek my clone, but I can't find her
I know Y, although, I need my X chromosome as a reminder
Burdened and mired by my burning desire to search
I went berserk!
And turned into a sexual provider
But that's not work, 'cause I don't feel no ways tired
I'm inspired by my stroke
Been under many a skirt
Addicted to my eager approach to look for where she's hiding
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't trying to heal my own deep hurt
Letting my tongue contort to please convincingly
Pleading for her to release the me in she
Whispering, "Where's my girl?"
Now I got that pearl, unsheathed
Twenty-three thousand nerves unleashed and humming
Each lick sending electrical impulses
Keeping hips bucking in sequence
Drips, making moistened lips wet
And we ain't even fucking...yet!
I think she's running, just to keep me from cumming to myself
One after another, it's been redundant with these chicks
I wanna be inside my woman, but these females keep getting my dick!
The sadder I get, the more pleasure I give
I just can't quit!
It's like I'm in love with the hate from a Dominatrix whip
A never ending trip as a sado-masochist, has got me looking for mine, through eyes blinded by reciprocity, or the lack there of
My time, between thighs spent longing for my feminine equivalent
Another glutton for punishment, I guess
I know she's out there somewhere, at the edge of my awareness
With a fat, juicy ass & a smooth shaved pelvis
Helpless, a victim of her own reckless desire to find herself in me
Holding half of our key that can unlock we and bring us together
It may be a pipe dream and maybe I should know better
But I gotta keep piping 'til my lady is tethered, to the end of my rope
How will I know, unless I stick & move, like a pugilist pro
I sacrifice my blood and my body having communion with hoes
A term of endearment
Like, "Which one of these bitches is really my nigga?!"
Who can I trust, when I can't figure out past lust?
No longer willing to deal with nobody else
Unless I see myself in her reflection, when she looks in the mirror
Nearer, my God to thee
What do I need?
When it really seems, that I just wanna fuck me and I'm nowhere to be found
As sick as that might sound, it's true
What I do, you wouldn't call making love
Because love has always been around
Every tear I shed makes me more aroused
The more I'm depressed, the more pussy I pound
When I'm feeling down, I'm giving orgasms out, in multiples
Culpable for blessing that ass
After which, some have asked,  "Oh my God, how..."
"Shhh!", I said
"It's cool, relax. It's me, and that's just fucking sad."
~disDain~
Written by disDain
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