Crying Alone

 
Useless fool
on a road
to nowhere..
alone, just me
my thoughts
broke..
cant even get drunk
the weed, all but gone..
lots of self loathing
today, tomorrow
could be self destructing..
I look at my vein
pulsating life, slash cut
why? I never understood cutting
prefer the tattoo gun
so when I'm crying alone..
I think chemical cocktail
fry my brain, let go
a hug jacket and a pillowed cell await me..