Sleep

I like sleeping
I like my dreams
I don't ever want to wake up
my dreams aren't happy
they always show me what I want
how I want the world to end
how I want mine to end,

too bad there aren't any more heros
that would've been my dream
but the aren't round anymore
people are afraid of everything
there's no need for fear
I know how long I want to be here

I hate waking up
it means when I do I'll happy
it means I'll feel love
or lust
or enjoyment

I don't want to be happy
it sucks
it makes to much room for hurt
cliche words I know
but they are true

I like my sleep
I even force it sometimes
when she's around
I'll want to sleep
she makes me happy
I don't feel like bein happy too much anymore

in my dreams I die the same meaningless ways
over
and over
and over again
I wish I didn't have to wake up

like dies hurt
but it's the joy that kills me
all the love
and the laughter
and the happiness
I hate it
it destroys me
it crushes me
it suffocates me

life sucks
every night I wish I don't wake up
and every morning I still do
I don't wanna wake up
not again
please not again