Submissions by shanal (Jaqui Camp)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Novice poet. I have a lot to learn.
Mom's Birthday
Mom's Birthday
October 21st, the day you were born,
We celebrated so many birthdays
but since 2020 they are not the same
I wish you were here to see your grandson be born
So you can talk in baby talk like you used to
I miss you but I know that you are no longer suffering
physically and emotionally
I miss you yelling at us and hearing
your voice from outside of the front door
Smelling the food you would cook and making decisions based on the advice you would give us
You always made a difference in the lives of everyone...
October 21st, the day you were born,
We celebrated so many birthdays
but since 2020 they are not the same
I wish you were here to see your grandson be born
So you can talk in baby talk like you used to
I miss you but I know that you are no longer suffering
physically and emotionally
I miss you yelling at us and hearing
your voice from outside of the front door
Smelling the food you would cook and making decisions based on the advice you would give us
You always made a difference in the lives of everyone...
#death
#birthday
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Ideation

#suicide
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She loved him so
He stands waiting her arms open
ready for his embrace
how can she love him so and feel so much pain?
She knows no boundaries when it comes to him, he's her weakness in disguise.
He never came to her rescue when she needed it, he just said goodbye.
How can she long for someone who never loved her?
How can she be so sad?
After all she gave him, after all she did, how can he not love her?
In the way that she loves him.
She loved him so that it just hurt
when he let her go
she loved him so but he never knew
how could she lose her sanity for a man...
ready for his embrace
how can she love him so and feel so much pain?
She knows no boundaries when it comes to him, he's her weakness in disguise.
He never came to her rescue when she needed it, he just said goodbye.
How can she long for someone who never loved her?
How can she be so sad?
After all she gave him, after all she did, how can he not love her?
In the way that she loves him.
She loved him so that it just hurt
when he let her go
she loved him so but he never knew
how could she lose her sanity for a man...
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I lose control
I willingly lose control
wishing I could take it back
wishing I could give you all my love
knowing somewhere deep within
that I am lost and you will win
How can you love this frail
and miserable creature
always wondering if she's enough
wishing she could talk to you
and you would understand
that you are beautiful and young
and time will be hard
I love you more than words can ever tell
I wish I could break that spell
I need to tell you who I am
but time will not abide
I have asked you to understand
but that...
wishing I could take it back
wishing I could give you all my love
knowing somewhere deep within
that I am lost and you will win
How can you love this frail
and miserable creature
always wondering if she's enough
wishing she could talk to you
and you would understand
that you are beautiful and young
and time will be hard
I love you more than words can ever tell
I wish I could break that spell
I need to tell you who I am
but time will not abide
I have asked you to understand
but that...
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As I lowly call him master

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Wanting him more
She takes off her shirt to expose her white milky breasts
waiting for him to cup them in his hands
wanting him to suck and pinch on them
her nipples erect with wanting
now he is enchanting
that thing he does with his tongue she knows it all too well
He takes one breast into his mouth
and licks the nipple now
her desire burning through her
her pussy getting wet
his teeth bite softly down as
she begins to moan
and cry out "harder Sir"
begging, pleading for his touch
a fire set a blaze
he clamped her nipples down...
waiting for him to cup them in his hands
wanting him to suck and pinch on them
her nipples erect with wanting
now he is enchanting
that thing he does with his tongue she knows it all too well
He takes one breast into his mouth
and licks the nipple now
her desire burning through her
her pussy getting wet
his teeth bite softly down as
she begins to moan
and cry out "harder Sir"
begging, pleading for his touch
a fire set a blaze
he clamped her nipples down...
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Bind me

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Unattached and Unhinged
It's funny how you can look into someone's eyes
and see life at it's full potential
or you can see a body without a soul
I've witnessed both but quite honestly the eyes
filled with life and emotion
draw my attention the most
In your case just looking into those lonely brown eyes
brings me hope,
hope that one day I could make you happy
It's strange that no matter how many times I kiss other lips
I find myself wishing they were yours
Every time I feel another's touch I find myself imaging the hands on my body are yours
I find myself...
and see life at it's full potential
or you can see a body without a soul
I've witnessed both but quite honestly the eyes
filled with life and emotion
draw my attention the most
In your case just looking into those lonely brown eyes
brings me hope,
hope that one day I could make you happy
It's strange that no matter how many times I kiss other lips
I find myself wishing they were yours
Every time I feel another's touch I find myself imaging the hands on my body are yours
I find myself...
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Her horns
Her horns are red
Her wings are black
Her face that of a porcelain doll
her breast white and milky
she sucks me in
she drains my soul
with every breath
she takes me in
she carries me to the pits of hell
where I belong
wanting her to touch me
to kiss me softly
her dark embrace
that makes me fall from grace
she is vile and she is sin
but I want her to penetrate my skin
to leave marks from her sharp claws
to pierce my heart
and take into ecstasy
she suffocates me
and I am happy
ready to let her horns
cut...
Her wings are black
Her face that of a porcelain doll
her breast white and milky
she sucks me in
she drains my soul
with every breath
she takes me in
she carries me to the pits of hell
where I belong
wanting her to touch me
to kiss me softly
her dark embrace
that makes me fall from grace
she is vile and she is sin
but I want her to penetrate my skin
to leave marks from her sharp claws
to pierce my heart
and take into ecstasy
she suffocates me
and I am happy
ready to let her horns
cut...
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Selfish
Last night I took your manhood into my mouth
and let you release but you gave me nothing in return
except for anger and frustration
you made me want it more
and yet there was no score
You had your orgasm
but I didn't have mine
I hated you for being selfish
for keeping me wanting it
I cater to your whims
make you live out all of your desires
I see to it that you're filled
happy and content
yet when it comes to me you're selfish
you won't touch me and won't let me release
my darkest, deepest fantasies
you won't liberate me
and let you release but you gave me nothing in return
except for anger and frustration
you made me want it more
and yet there was no score
You had your orgasm
but I didn't have mine
I hated you for being selfish
for keeping me wanting it
I cater to your whims
make you live out all of your desires
I see to it that you're filled
happy and content
yet when it comes to me you're selfish
you won't touch me and won't let me release
my darkest, deepest fantasies
you won't liberate me
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Mood Stabilizers and Prozac
I take you every night
my little pills delight
no mood swings
no depression
but guess we're on a mission
no more self-destruct
Balance in your head ready to feel good
but no more sex
my pills delight
you fine tune my moods
never let me break away
for I was free before
you came to me
Every feeling deep
like ecstasy
now one feeling thus remains
calm and still
no more pain
my little pills delight
no mood swings
no depression
but guess we're on a mission
no more self-destruct
Balance in your head ready to feel good
but no more sex
my pills delight
you fine tune my moods
never let me break away
for I was free before
you came to me
Every feeling deep
like ecstasy
now one feeling thus remains
calm and still
no more pain
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Pressed against your lips
I press my lips against yours
a way to let you know
just how much I want you
I want you to love me
to throw your arms around me
to cup my breasts in your hands
and tell me that you want me
tell me all your fantasies
let me into your deepest thoughts
sensual encounter with your supple lips
caress my heart with your soft and hungry moans
pierce my longing agitation
a way to let you know
just how much I want you
I want you to love me
to throw your arms around me
to cup my breasts in your hands
and tell me that you want me
tell me all your fantasies
let me into your deepest thoughts
sensual encounter with your supple lips
caress my heart with your soft and hungry moans
pierce my longing agitation
1088 reads
4 Comments
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