Submissions by sayia (dreaka marie darkwolf)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi guys my name is shadow im 28 and have been writting since i was very young its always been an outlet for me to let go of the dark thoughts that plague my mind
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Nov 2014 10:18pm
2nd Nov 2014 10:18pm
my darkness
I risk my soul
Every time I smoke this bowl
I’m trying to reach my goal
Even if it means losing control
I want to Free the demon
I can Hear the ceaseless screaming
I swear I’m dreaming for
I still hear them screaming
begging me to stop
I’m betting
I finally found away
to
release my darkness
Every time I smoke this bowl
I’m trying to reach my goal
Even if it means losing control
I want to Free the demon
I can Hear the ceaseless screaming
I swear I’m dreaming for
I still hear them screaming
begging me to stop
I’m betting
I finally found away
to
release my darkness
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SELF POEM
Published
22nd Oct 2014 11:43pm
22nd Oct 2014 11:43pm
i am strong
I've realized i don't need you
I don't need the pain
You turned away
made it clear
You don't care about me
Its so clear now
You never wanted a child like me
A self harmer
An emo
You say it's my fault
That i deserved
the things done to me
I deserved to get beaten
I deserved to be starved
Deserved to be raped
To be abandoned
When i left you weren't there
When i needed your help
you denied me
But when u needed me i was always there
I was there even when you threw t hose things my face
You...
I don't need the pain
You turned away
made it clear
You don't care about me
Its so clear now
You never wanted a child like me
A self harmer
An emo
You say it's my fault
That i deserved
the things done to me
I deserved to get beaten
I deserved to be starved
Deserved to be raped
To be abandoned
When i left you weren't there
When i needed your help
you denied me
But when u needed me i was always there
I was there even when you threw t hose things my face
You...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
31st Aug 2014 11:44pm
31st Aug 2014 11:44pm
a juggalos poem
your love and your heart is pure
every word spoken
is spoken with love
you speak of never being alone
you've opened your heart and arms to me
you know my past
yet you still except me
for we are the same
we come from families
that don't understand us
we come from the dark family
the dark realm of life
we come from the underground
we are those who know not what love is
we are those
who understand
what it is like to be truly alone
we are juggalos
the wicked and the dark
we are the wicked clowns
every word spoken
is spoken with love
you speak of never being alone
you've opened your heart and arms to me
you know my past
yet you still except me
for we are the same
we come from families
that don't understand us
we come from the dark family
the dark realm of life
we come from the underground
we are those who know not what love is
we are those
who understand
what it is like to be truly alone
we are juggalos
the wicked and the dark
we are the wicked clowns
573 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
31st Aug 2014 11:40pm
31st Aug 2014 11:40pm
forever mine
his love is like heroin
i am addicted like no other
my heart beats for him
he breathes life into my undead heart
he is my addiction
my craving
he is all i need
to survive in this cold world
he is the warmth
that heats my heart in winter
he is the breeze
that cools me in the summer
he is my guiding light
my guiding angel
he is my dark love
yet he is
the brightest star in my night sky
he is the moon that watches over my soul
he is eternal for he is forever
mine...
i am addicted like no other
my heart beats for him
he breathes life into my undead heart
he is my addiction
my craving
he is all i need
to survive in this cold world
he is the warmth
that heats my heart in winter
he is the breeze
that cools me in the summer
he is my guiding light
my guiding angel
he is my dark love
yet he is
the brightest star in my night sky
he is the moon that watches over my soul
he is eternal for he is forever
mine...
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
26th Aug 2014 1:53am
26th Aug 2014 1:53am
star light
star light star bright
what is this pain i feel tonight
it seems life has taken flight
leaving me behind
deceiving me once again
it seems all this pain has no gain
we fight
but you say everything will be alright
i want to pick apart my brain
and see if there's a grain of hope left
if there is even a chance to save my heart
or shall we split apart
what is this pain i feel tonight
it seems life has taken flight
leaving me behind
deceiving me once again
it seems all this pain has no gain
we fight
but you say everything will be alright
i want to pick apart my brain
and see if there's a grain of hope left
if there is even a chance to save my heart
or shall we split apart
568 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
7th Aug 2014 4:19am
7th Aug 2014 4:19am
i dont know
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know if I should live
I don’t know if I should die
I don’t know if I should trust
I don’t know if I can live with all these
Problems I don’t know if I should live
This life with all that has gone wrong
I don’t know how I could continue
To live with the pain of every day life
To live with the pain of being thrown
Around by all the people around me
I don’t think I could take it to continue
Letting my self be hurt I doubt I could let
Some one in after all ive gone through
i just dont
I don’t know if I should live
I don’t know if I should die
I don’t know if I should trust
I don’t know if I can live with all these
Problems I don’t know if I should live
This life with all that has gone wrong
I don’t know how I could continue
To live with the pain of every day life
To live with the pain of being thrown
Around by all the people around me
I don’t think I could take it to continue
Letting my self be hurt I doubt I could let
Some one in after all ive gone through
i just dont
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DARK POEM
Published
7th Aug 2014 4:17am
7th Aug 2014 4:17am
scared memories
I lay here and think
about what I could have done
to save you
you told me you loved me and I believed you
you said we would be together forever
That will never happen
you said that you would never hurt me
It was only a lie
you hurt me
every time I see you walk past in the hall
you kill me every time you hug me and tell me it will be fine
Every time you smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark
Every time I here your voice
I want to cut my wrist and bleed
But I know it won’t help me
I wish I could have saved you...
about what I could have done
to save you
you told me you loved me and I believed you
you said we would be together forever
That will never happen
you said that you would never hurt me
It was only a lie
you hurt me
every time I see you walk past in the hall
you kill me every time you hug me and tell me it will be fine
Every time you smile at me I sink a little farther into the dark
Every time I here your voice
I want to cut my wrist and bleed
But I know it won’t help me
I wish I could have saved you...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
15th May 2014 1:19am
15th May 2014 1:19am
surrender to faith
Darkness to light
Sorrow to happiness
Pain let go freedom earned
A soul sent by god
Taken by evil
A soul who's wings were torn from her back
She trys to fly
Yet she falls her grace long gone
Her golden halo slowly turning black
She prays asking god to show her the way
She asks father please
God answers child you must find your way
She asks I am your angel how my father am I to find my way
He silently whispers
Surrender to faith...
Sorrow to happiness
Pain let go freedom earned
A soul sent by god
Taken by evil
A soul who's wings were torn from her back
She trys to fly
Yet she falls her grace long gone
Her golden halo slowly turning black
She prays asking god to show her the way
She asks father please
God answers child you must find your way
She asks I am your angel how my father am I to find my way
He silently whispers
Surrender to faith...
695 reads
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UPBEAT INSPIRATIONAL POEM
Published
10th May 2014 00:47am
10th May 2014 00:47am
let it go
Pain
Sorrow
Lies
let it go
Let light shine
Leave this darkness behind
Let the past go
See through the lies
Let the truth be seen
Let it go
Just let it go
Let go of the pain
The abuse
The sorrow
The memories
Let it all go
Just let it go
Sorrow
Lies
let it go
Let light shine
Leave this darkness behind
Let the past go
See through the lies
Let the truth be seen
Let it go
Just let it go
Let go of the pain
The abuse
The sorrow
The memories
Let it all go
Just let it go
577 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
9th May 2014 2:11am
9th May 2014 2:11am
memories Erinnerungen
einschlafen zu lieben Zuge bis zu Herzschmerz
diese Träume verfolgen mich
Ihre Erinnerungen eine dunkle kalte Belastung
ich wünsche youd lass mich in Ruhe
meine Erinnerungen verlassen
lassen Sie mich mich gehen lassen werden
ive wechselte von den Schmerzen verursacht youve
ive gehen lassen also warum kann ich nicht vergessen, dass Sie
warum kann ich nicht löschen, die Sie aus meinem Kopf
Ihr Grund im brochen
Ihre Erinnerungen der Grund, diese Tränen fällt
der Grund, mein Blut fließt
Ihre Erinnerungen in Scheiben schneiden, in mein...
diese Träume verfolgen mich
Ihre Erinnerungen eine dunkle kalte Belastung
ich wünsche youd lass mich in Ruhe
meine Erinnerungen verlassen
lassen Sie mich mich gehen lassen werden
ive wechselte von den Schmerzen verursacht youve
ive gehen lassen also warum kann ich nicht vergessen, dass Sie
warum kann ich nicht löschen, die Sie aus meinem Kopf
Ihr Grund im brochen
Ihre Erinnerungen der Grund, diese Tränen fällt
der Grund, mein Blut fließt
Ihre Erinnerungen in Scheiben schneiden, in mein...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th May 2014 2:10am
9th May 2014 2:10am
blood price
Chained to this darkness
Pained by the thought of being alone
I trained my self to be numb
People said it was dumb
That I shouldn't give up
Yet I slice up my body
i roll the dice
with each slice
I pay the
Blood price
Pained by the thought of being alone
I trained my self to be numb
People said it was dumb
That I shouldn't give up
Yet I slice up my body
i roll the dice
with each slice
I pay the
Blood price
664 reads
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LOVE POEM
Published
7th May 2014 11:58pm
7th May 2014 11:58pm
how could you
how could you cheat on me
How could you lie to me
After every thing I did for you
All this time you couldn't look me in the eye
How could you tell me that you love me
How could you do this to me
When my love was pure
I'm done playing these games
As you walk away I hope your happy
I hope you realize what you've done
How could you tell them
That I hated you
that I used you
That I never loved you
How could you do this to me
Why would you
All I want to know is
How could you...
How could you lie to me
After every thing I did for you
All this time you couldn't look me in the eye
How could you tell me that you love me
How could you do this to me
When my love was pure
I'm done playing these games
As you walk away I hope your happy
I hope you realize what you've done
How could you tell them
That I hated you
that I used you
That I never loved you
How could you do this to me
Why would you
All I want to know is
How could you...
666 reads
1 Comment
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