Submissions by sayia (dreaka marie darkwolf)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
hi guys my name is shadow im 28 and have been writting since i was very young its always been an outlet for me to let go of the dark thoughts that plague my mind
crumbling around me
the world crumbles around me
my heart aches
because i know
ive done something wrong
these tears i cry
burn like acid
i know i fucked up
i dont know how
to fix it this time
i sit here and pray
that god will show me the right path
youve been my gaurdian angel
for so long
youve shown me
love and pashion like no one else
you mended my heart
when no one else could
you pute me back together
no matter how many times
i broke me self
you held me up
when i began to drown
it was always us against the world...
my heart aches
because i know
ive done something wrong
these tears i cry
burn like acid
i know i fucked up
i dont know how
to fix it this time
i sit here and pray
that god will show me the right path
youve been my gaurdian angel
for so long
youve shown me
love and pashion like no one else
you mended my heart
when no one else could
you pute me back together
no matter how many times
i broke me self
you held me up
when i began to drown
it was always us against the world...
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the razor was stronger
in life we are guided
in death we are forgotten
we walk along this long and lonely road
we are those who are forgotten
we are those who were left behind
we tryed to live we tryed to be strong
we tryed and we tryed
yet the razor was stronger
weve fought are battles
and weve faught the urges
we tryed to survive
we tryed to be strong
yet the razor was stronger
we hid are pain
we hid are scars
we faught this battle
we tryed to survive
we walked with are heads bowed in shame
for we knew that we'd hurt are selves
we...
in death we are forgotten
we walk along this long and lonely road
we are those who are forgotten
we are those who were left behind
we tryed to live we tryed to be strong
we tryed and we tryed
yet the razor was stronger
weve fought are battles
and weve faught the urges
we tryed to survive
we tryed to be strong
yet the razor was stronger
we hid are pain
we hid are scars
we faught this battle
we tryed to survive
we walked with are heads bowed in shame
for we knew that we'd hurt are selves
we...
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broken valentine
my arms are covered in scars
my mind is destroyed
you were my world
my everything
you broke my heart
left me alone
i sit here these tears falling
this pain unbearable
im unshure how to feel
all i know is im numb
lost
forgotten
i wanted you to stay
i wanted us to be forever
i tryed to fight for us
i tryed to keep us strong
i tryed to be strong for us
now your gone and im weak
i am nothing
you took everything from me
as i sit back looking at us
i see all the little things
things i shouldve seen befor
i...
my mind is destroyed
you were my world
my everything
you broke my heart
left me alone
i sit here these tears falling
this pain unbearable
im unshure how to feel
all i know is im numb
lost
forgotten
i wanted you to stay
i wanted us to be forever
i tryed to fight for us
i tryed to keep us strong
i tryed to be strong for us
now your gone and im weak
i am nothing
you took everything from me
as i sit back looking at us
i see all the little things
things i shouldve seen befor
i...
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black rose
black rose your beauty is painful
your thorns cut into my flesh
i couldnt help you i couldnt save you
i watched your petals wilt away
i watched you suffer
i was the only one who cared
i was the only one who tryed to save you
you wilted and dyed all alone
your petal slowly wilted
from beautiful to nothing
you let your self go
you took away your own pain
oh black rose you beautiful like no other
why did you do it
why did you leave me
why did u have to let them get to you
black rose your beauty is painful
your thorns sharp as...
your thorns cut into my flesh
i couldnt help you i couldnt save you
i watched your petals wilt away
i watched you suffer
i was the only one who cared
i was the only one who tryed to save you
you wilted and dyed all alone
your petal slowly wilted
from beautiful to nothing
you let your self go
you took away your own pain
oh black rose you beautiful like no other
why did you do it
why did you leave me
why did u have to let them get to you
black rose your beauty is painful
your thorns sharp as...
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awaken to this pain
i awake every morning to tears
to the memories of the past
you left with out warning
you were taken from me with out notice
im sorry that i did what i did
i pushed you away
i made you take your own life
i wake every day knowing that i hurt you
i wake every day knowing ill never get you back
im sorry for what i did
im sorry for everything
i wake thinking its only a dream
i wake hoping its nothing but a nightmare
i wake hoping to feel your warmth beside me
your arms around me
every night i go to bed just to
...
to the memories of the past
you left with out warning
you were taken from me with out notice
im sorry that i did what i did
i pushed you away
i made you take your own life
i wake every day knowing that i hurt you
i wake every day knowing ill never get you back
im sorry for what i did
im sorry for everything
i wake thinking its only a dream
i wake hoping its nothing but a nightmare
i wake hoping to feel your warmth beside me
your arms around me
every night i go to bed just to
...
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a wolfs love
a wolfs love is the purest and the strongest
you are my mate my true love
you hold my heart so delicatly careful not to break it
you hold me close ever so careful of the scars and the bruises
you hold me protecting me from the darkness in the world
your love is a blanket that keeps me warm
your arms my castle were i know im safe
you are my king my world my life
you are all i have and all i need in this life
when im with you i am happy i am at peace
when your away from me i feel alone but i know youll be back
i dont have to fear for i know youll...
you are my mate my true love
you hold my heart so delicatly careful not to break it
you hold me close ever so careful of the scars and the bruises
you hold me protecting me from the darkness in the world
your love is a blanket that keeps me warm
your arms my castle were i know im safe
you are my king my world my life
you are all i have and all i need in this life
when im with you i am happy i am at peace
when your away from me i feel alone but i know youll be back
i dont have to fear for i know youll...
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open your eyes
open your eyes
look at me
tell me what you see
you were my every thing
you got me right were you wanted me
you wanted me to break
now im broken
and im not who you want
you taunt me for what you did to me
you stupid girl just let me go
just let me be you stupid girl
cant you see what youve done to me
you broke me now you hate me
open your eyes and look what youve done
you were my world you were my everything
you destroyed me now just let me be
your not the girl you used to be
just let me be let me go
leave me be ...
look at me
tell me what you see
you were my every thing
you got me right were you wanted me
you wanted me to break
now im broken
and im not who you want
you taunt me for what you did to me
you stupid girl just let me go
just let me be you stupid girl
cant you see what youve done to me
you broke me now you hate me
open your eyes and look what youve done
you were my world you were my everything
you destroyed me now just let me be
your not the girl you used to be
just let me be let me go
leave me be ...
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eternal peace
the water gentely flows over my body
i float thinking about all the days gone bye
i find my self at peace
as the memories play like a film
some dark some light
i see the pain
i see the love
as i lay here the water flowing around me
i realize that even in darkness there is light
that even in shadows there is peace
with in the shadows no matter how much pain
there is still hope
there is still peace of mind
i float in the water of my mind
in the most sucluded place possible
as i float i see the people who have helped me most
i...
i float thinking about all the days gone bye
i find my self at peace
as the memories play like a film
some dark some light
i see the pain
i see the love
as i lay here the water flowing around me
i realize that even in darkness there is light
that even in shadows there is peace
with in the shadows no matter how much pain
there is still hope
there is still peace of mind
i float in the water of my mind
in the most sucluded place possible
as i float i see the people who have helped me most
i...
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please
the heart ache is unbarable
i miss you so much
i want to feel your arms around me
i want so badly to be yours again
its been so few hours since you left
yet it feels like eternity
i feel like im drowning please come back
save me from this ocean of sadness
please please come back
dont leave im begging you dont
your all i have please dont go
dont turn away like the others
dont be the one who shatters my heart
im begging you
please
i miss you so much
i want to feel your arms around me
i want so badly to be yours again
its been so few hours since you left
yet it feels like eternity
i feel like im drowning please come back
save me from this ocean of sadness
please please come back
dont leave im begging you dont
your all i have please dont go
dont turn away like the others
dont be the one who shatters my heart
im begging you
please
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queen of shadows
i hear you scream
i feel your eyes on my back
i turn slowly and i see the fear in your eyes
i smile as blood runs down my chin
you try to run but fear locks u in place
your hypnotized by my eyes
i see your body quiver and twitch as you realize what i am
you see the vampire
you sense the wolf
you smell the demon
you see the darkness that surrounds me
you try to speak and the only word that escapes is reaper
i was always called a freak a demonic child
they didn't beleive me about my gift
now look at them
i step over the dead bodies as...
i feel your eyes on my back
i turn slowly and i see the fear in your eyes
i smile as blood runs down my chin
you try to run but fear locks u in place
your hypnotized by my eyes
i see your body quiver and twitch as you realize what i am
you see the vampire
you sense the wolf
you smell the demon
you see the darkness that surrounds me
you try to speak and the only word that escapes is reaper
i was always called a freak a demonic child
they didn't beleive me about my gift
now look at them
i step over the dead bodies as...
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my trip home
my world falls and crumbles around me
i stand here afriad to move
i lost you the love of my life
my gaurdian angel my savior
you were my every thing and now your gone
and this time i cant get you back
i take this razor to my arms slicing deeply
cutting till my arms are numb
even then i continue to slice them open
as the blood runs down my arms i begin to laugh
it goes from tear like drops to a river of red
i slice into my legs letting the blood run down my body
as i lay in my bed tears flowing heavily as i feel my life fading away ...
i stand here afriad to move
i lost you the love of my life
my gaurdian angel my savior
you were my every thing and now your gone
and this time i cant get you back
i take this razor to my arms slicing deeply
cutting till my arms are numb
even then i continue to slice them open
as the blood runs down my arms i begin to laugh
it goes from tear like drops to a river of red
i slice into my legs letting the blood run down my body
as i lay in my bed tears flowing heavily as i feel my life fading away ...
510 reads
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