Submissions by mel44
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I write as an outlet to make sense of my world and experiences. My purpose of sharing my words with others is in the hope that readers may identify with them insofar as what it means for them.
Without Compassion
In shadows cast by anger’s blaze
roaming with sorrow’s heavy heart
in a world where kindness fades
and empathy seems torn apart
Afraid for all of humanity
as fury seethes, tears away
leaving each in separation
and resentment leads the way
Compassion ceases to exist
darkness seeps into the soul
living in this sullen time
we are no longer whole
Where mercy’s song is ignored
fearing what lies ahead, unseen
as we wander in the dark
where no places are serene
Lacking love that kept us grounded ...
roaming with sorrow’s heavy heart
in a world where kindness fades
and empathy seems torn apart
Afraid for all of humanity
as fury seethes, tears away
leaving each in separation
and resentment leads the way
Compassion ceases to exist
darkness seeps into the soul
living in this sullen time
we are no longer whole
Where mercy’s song is ignored
fearing what lies ahead, unseen
as we wander in the dark
where no places are serene
Lacking love that kept us grounded ...
#CallToAction
#fear
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The Mundane
I vanished
before the day began
fell into blackness
knowing not who I am
Drifted off
somewhere in the night
without any urge
nor desire for flight
Emotional void
dull, undefined
thoughts malformed
nothing aligned
Discovering lost
amid the mundane
a deep discomfort
feels like pain
Lacking resolve
and spiritual wealth
blindly searching
for original self
before the day began
fell into blackness
knowing not who I am
Drifted off
somewhere in the night
without any urge
nor desire for flight
Emotional void
dull, undefined
thoughts malformed
nothing aligned
Discovering lost
amid the mundane
a deep discomfort
feels like pain
Lacking resolve
and spiritual wealth
blindly searching
for original self
#identity
#SelfReflection
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23 Comments
Trance Illuminated
I found suffering
from their sin
buried in pain
afforded by kin
carved into the past
future fails to begin
Vaguely asleep
barren dreaming
assuredly alive
but not gleaming
brutal existence
lacking meaning
Eyes closed tightly
yet unrested
any drifting
the mind contested
all this slumber
quite uninvested
Nonetheless prone
in sombre snooze
ignoring all sparks
meant to be cues
frozen lullabies
do not amuse
…
The past and present
now...
from their sin
buried in pain
afforded by kin
carved into the past
future fails to begin
Vaguely asleep
barren dreaming
assuredly alive
but not gleaming
brutal existence
lacking meaning
Eyes closed tightly
yet unrested
any drifting
the mind contested
all this slumber
quite uninvested
Nonetheless prone
in sombre snooze
ignoring all sparks
meant to be cues
frozen lullabies
do not amuse
…
The past and present
now...
#memories
#PersonalGrowth
#sleep
186 reads
6 Comments
No Title Required
Political unrest
in this day and age
ignorant followers
absently full of rage
A businessman you say?
despite obvious failure
you lack essential skills
to deliver any financial cure
Claiming for the people?
you are the very plight
as you are only loyal
to the wealthy and white
Enforcing our border?
such is your claim
but you are a liar
in your discriminatory shame
Protector of women?
yet you consistently debase
then toss aside their rights
what an...
in this day and age
ignorant followers
absently full of rage
A businessman you say?
despite obvious failure
you lack essential skills
to deliver any financial cure
Claiming for the people?
you are the very plight
as you are only loyal
to the wealthy and white
Enforcing our border?
such is your claim
but you are a liar
in your discriminatory shame
Protector of women?
yet you consistently debase
then toss aside their rights
what an...
#anger
#CallToAction
#hate #politics
#hate #politics
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9 Comments
Self-preservation
Hindered by sharp razored stages of grief
others said broken beyond what mattered
declining to share in their baseless belief
not some image of a mirror shattered
I treaded devoutly beneath the deep
in an internal, dark, turbulent sea
the many secrets directed to keep
I have discovered no longer serve me
Defying odds stacked against survival
I shall escape their painted enclosure
impotent to hold space as my rival
self-preservation after exposure
Standing sound in the wake of bereavement
my oppressors choke...
others said broken beyond what mattered
declining to share in their baseless belief
not some image of a mirror shattered
I treaded devoutly beneath the deep
in an internal, dark, turbulent sea
the many secrets directed to keep
I have discovered no longer serve me
Defying odds stacked against survival
I shall escape their painted enclosure
impotent to hold space as my rival
self-preservation after exposure
Standing sound in the wake of bereavement
my oppressors choke...
#courage
#strength
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Out of Ash
I do so tire
of the revival
no taste for the elixir
Unaware of what it is
that underwhelms
knowing not what is right
Numb, uninspired
without feature
remove the mask you place
Take leave of me
my flesh to hide
off to the cellar
Bearing no peace
I call for you not
to breathe me to life
No honour do you gift me
attempting to control
actions for me alone
All this is me
in the mirror
not for you to imagine
Not for amusement
or your God complex ...
of the revival
no taste for the elixir
Unaware of what it is
that underwhelms
knowing not what is right
Numb, uninspired
without feature
remove the mask you place
Take leave of me
my flesh to hide
off to the cellar
Bearing no peace
I call for you not
to breathe me to life
No honour do you gift me
attempting to control
actions for me alone
All this is me
in the mirror
not for you to imagine
Not for amusement
or your God complex ...
#death
#disappointment
#oppression #suicide
#oppression #suicide
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11 Comments
Unexpected Loss - with Thor_Azine
Distant echoes, haunting thunder
prequel of the storm to come
fractured light in all directions
destruction cannot be undone
Stretched upon a grave of hope
anticipated future not in the cards
reflection in a mirror shattered
blood-stained razored shards
Burning in ashes of the aftermath
amid carnage and catastrophe
drenched in tears not meant to shed
blinded, unable to see
Holding breath as to not feel
mourning in mists of red
struggling with a hungry grief
essence of profound dread
...
prequel of the storm to come
fractured light in all directions
destruction cannot be undone
Stretched upon a grave of hope
anticipated future not in the cards
reflection in a mirror shattered
blood-stained razored shards
Burning in ashes of the aftermath
amid carnage and catastrophe
drenched in tears not meant to shed
blinded, unable to see
Holding breath as to not feel
mourning in mists of red
struggling with a hungry grief
essence of profound dread
...
#despair
#disappointment
#LifeStruggles
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4 Comments
Credence to the Whole
Sometimes it is darkness
that delivers us to light
and reliving memories
often secures foresight
Owning one’s history
bestows a new grace
acceptance necessary
as past and present interlace
Incomplete and limited
if discarding recollections
what makes us unique
is our story and imperfections
Approval of the entire self
offers credence to the whole
acknowledging all the elements
facilitates cognition of the soul
that delivers us to light
and reliving memories
often secures foresight
Owning one’s history
bestows a new grace
acceptance necessary
as past and present interlace
Incomplete and limited
if discarding recollections
what makes us unique
is our story and imperfections
Approval of the entire self
offers credence to the whole
acknowledging all the elements
facilitates cognition of the soul
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfReflection
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Melancholia
A sadness within
does surely reside
ekes out its place
unwilling to hide
Forever overtaking
each fragment of thought
alone and isolated
desperate, distraught
Lost motivation
inspiration gone
lacking self-will
not carrying on
Shackles confine
repressed fears alive
escape not apparent
failing to thrive
Much is the plight
of a melancholic mind
critical illness
cruel and unkind
does surely reside
ekes out its place
unwilling to hide
Forever overtaking
each fragment of thought
alone and isolated
desperate, distraught
Lost motivation
inspiration gone
lacking self-will
not carrying on
Shackles confine
repressed fears alive
escape not apparent
failing to thrive
Much is the plight
of a melancholic mind
critical illness
cruel and unkind
#depression
#NaPoWriMo2024
#sadness
142 reads
8 Comments
The Comfort of Green
Warm like the sun, shining on your face on a crisp September morning
Feels soft like leaves of sage when your fingers are exploring
Smelling of freshly mowed lawns during a hot summer day
and young stems on a Conifer tree in the middle of May
Sounding like Celtic music as the violin weeps into sound
or the rumble of a stream as it rolls over mossy ground
It tastes like spearmint but also of citrus discovered from a lime
Such is the colour of green. Its lively warmth, simply sublime
Feels soft like leaves of sage when your fingers are exploring
Smelling of freshly mowed lawns during a hot summer day
and young stems on a Conifer tree in the middle of May
Sounding like Celtic music as the violin weeps into sound
or the rumble of a stream as it rolls over mossy ground
It tastes like spearmint but also of citrus discovered from a lime
Such is the colour of green. Its lively warmth, simply sublime
#nature
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Settling the Score
It was inevitable
I had to come undone
to process the battles
I should have won
seeing now the price I paid
to become this woman
that trauma made
ill prepared to cope
numbing without care
this wretched disease
my cross to bear
a sense of resilience
motives are pure
fighting for survival
settling the score
I had to come undone
to process the battles
I should have won
seeing now the price I paid
to become this woman
that trauma made
ill prepared to cope
numbing without care
this wretched disease
my cross to bear
a sense of resilience
motives are pure
fighting for survival
settling the score
#alcohol
#PersonalGrowth
#SelfReflection
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Echoing Myths - with Adagio
Ebbing twilight of souls, gods and monsters
the banshee’s scream echoing myths
roaming the Irish countryside
a supernatural songstress
wailing an omen of doom
hovering, floating, like a mist
gliding over the thatched cottages
where the aroma of Stobhach lingers
a foretelling for the dying
lamenting anguish
releasing a sonic scream
eclipsing whisperings of the heart
inhumane amplitude of fatality
shattering the winter’s glass of ice
an eeriness of imminent demise
forged by the banshee’s song
mournful melodies ...
the banshee’s scream echoing myths
roaming the Irish countryside
a supernatural songstress
wailing an omen of doom
hovering, floating, like a mist
gliding over the thatched cottages
where the aroma of Stobhach lingers
a foretelling for the dying
lamenting anguish
releasing a sonic scream
eclipsing whisperings of the heart
inhumane amplitude of fatality
shattering the winter’s glass of ice
an eeriness of imminent demise
forged by the banshee’s song
mournful melodies ...
#dark
#death
#mythology
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2 Comments
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