Submissions by jmerrick73
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Poetry is my outlet for expressing my depression, my anger, my love, my hate, my dark hellish life.
SONG LYRICS
Published
14th May 2013 3:04pm
14th May 2013 3:04pm
"Addictions"
"Living in darkness full of hate-my sins i confess but it's way too late for me to escape-i have an addiction not drugs but masturbation-i'm doing way too much ejaculation-i ask myself day after day the same question-when will it stop i wish there was a pill i could pop-so i wouldn't have a hard cock-my god whut am i sayin'-tired of my dick i wish it would sleep so i could stop rantin and ravin'-i threw out my porno magz today-but not before i jerked off on them bay bay-yea,i had to get one last nut off on those colorfull pages-ya sayin' how tha fuck can he say this-eazy,just do the shit...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
13th May 2013 1:35pm
13th May 2013 1:35pm
"Run it"
Let me run it down for all to see.
what is it about the game,everyone wanna be a p.i.m.p?
is it the rib's they can have by their side?
is it the flashy rings,bread or pimped out rides?
could it be the fresh ass vines,
havin' that power,that street hustle all the time?
all that shit is cool,i can dig it.
as long as you know all there is to know about the game,
and not ever come with that weak shit.
stay away from mr.joe chink and his friend's.
sure 'nuff doin' that shit will fuck off your end's.
it's cool to have your one and only puppy love.
let...
what is it about the game,everyone wanna be a p.i.m.p?
is it the rib's they can have by their side?
is it the flashy rings,bread or pimped out rides?
could it be the fresh ass vines,
havin' that power,that street hustle all the time?
all that shit is cool,i can dig it.
as long as you know all there is to know about the game,
and not ever come with that weak shit.
stay away from mr.joe chink and his friend's.
sure 'nuff doin' that shit will fuck off your end's.
it's cool to have your one and only puppy love.
let...
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SELF POEM
Published
13th May 2013 1:23pm
13th May 2013 1:23pm
"My Sorrow"
fucked up feelings -is whut i'm expeirencing-i'm so angry with myself i want to die-i wanna be away from civilization i don't want anyone to see me cry-i feel noone cares,noone loves me-i feel everyone is out to hurt me or fucking use me-why is the question i ask god why-why was i brought into this world of pain-pain and death it's making me soooo insane-does anyone out there-fucking care-i'm living in this world of shit-i sometimes want to slit both my wrists-i'm not sure if my family even exists-they don't contact me often,it's a real bitch-what is the purpose of life-your born,ya get...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
12th May 2013 10:21pm
12th May 2013 10:21pm
"MAMA"
i remember my mama right from the get go-all the things she said and did she let her love show-she did many things for me and my brother-us two made her the happiest mother-she would let us travel with her through the states-always came through mama was great-she wasn't old she was very young-she made me glad to be her son-daddy wasn't around at that time-he messed up and mama dropped his ass like an old dime-we learned to deal with it-mama had enough of the bullshit-we didn't argue with mama cause she knew what was best-stayed close to her like birds in a nest-mama wasn't rich and she wasn't...
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SELF POEM
Published
9th May 2013 2:41pm
9th May 2013 2:41pm
Mind Knot'z
God forgive me,i don't care anymore.
I don't love my life anymore.
I don't give a fuck no more.
Empty pill bottle layin' next to me on the floor.
I had a migraine really bad so i took sumthin' like 24.
Low self esteem,i'm a fat tub of shit.
Know what i mean? my life isn't worth spit.
All my depression,all my sadness.
Haven't learned my lesson,i live a life of complete madness.
God forgive me for wanting to give up.
God forgive me for not giving a fuck.
God please forgive me for my wickedness.
God help me deal with this mental...
I don't love my life anymore.
I don't give a fuck no more.
Empty pill bottle layin' next to me on the floor.
I had a migraine really bad so i took sumthin' like 24.
Low self esteem,i'm a fat tub of shit.
Know what i mean? my life isn't worth spit.
All my depression,all my sadness.
Haven't learned my lesson,i live a life of complete madness.
God forgive me for wanting to give up.
God forgive me for not giving a fuck.
God please forgive me for my wickedness.
God help me deal with this mental...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
9th May 2013 2:34pm
9th May 2013 2:34pm
"Str-8 jacket part 1"
These mutha fuckaz better put my ass in a sraight jacket-one reason why is so your shit don't get jacked-my mind is spinning outta control-i'm the type that loves to evaporate ya soul-i've lost all reason,i have no remorse-i fantasize of havin' unprotected sex wit a big titty corpse-all so sadistic,all so pessimistic-can't you mutha fuckaz see tha b.e.d don't give a shit-my eyes have changed from blue to black-i don't care how you are as long as ya flat on ya back-on tha date of my birth they shoulda retired my life-they didn't so here i be stalkin' these hoes wit a bloody butchers...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
8th May 2013 6:56pm
8th May 2013 6:56pm
"Thuggish"
"Thuggish and ruggish mutha fuckaz just love this-how i talk,how i act,how i gorilla pimp a bitch-advice,mutha fuckaz look to me-i tell'em like i see's 'em life ain't nuthin' but bitchez and money-i've earned tha right to title myself a thug-born and raised out da gutter don't care whut ya think i gives a mutha fuck-right now i'm livin' out a shotgun shack-my hobby other than writin' iz killin' tha roaches and rats-i had to re program my mentality to dismiss l.o.v.e-live strictly by tha code m.o.b 4 l.i.f.e-that's that shit-mutha fuck all punk azz hoes and gold diggin' bitchez-my...
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LOVE POEM
Published
8th May 2013 6:43pm
8th May 2013 6:43pm
"Hurt me"
you didn't want me
you didn't like me
you didn't love me
all you ever did was fuckin' hurt me
all you did was use me
sucked me,fucked me
all you gave to me was an STD
you fuckin' whore,you fuckin' bitch
you fuckin' whore,you fuckin' bitch
why did you do this to me?
why?why?why?why?why?why?
how could you have tha heart
to take advantage of my kindness?
i couldn't see tha true you
i suffered from emotional blindness
girl, we could have been sumthin' magic
but instead you unleashed your wrath
and just let me have it
all i...
you didn't like me
you didn't love me
all you ever did was fuckin' hurt me
all you did was use me
sucked me,fucked me
all you gave to me was an STD
you fuckin' whore,you fuckin' bitch
you fuckin' whore,you fuckin' bitch
why did you do this to me?
why?why?why?why?why?why?
how could you have tha heart
to take advantage of my kindness?
i couldn't see tha true you
i suffered from emotional blindness
girl, we could have been sumthin' magic
but instead you unleashed your wrath
and just let me have it
all i...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
7th May 2013 3:00pm
7th May 2013 3:00pm
"Will he..............
Will he forgive me for my lies & theivery?
Will he forgive me for committing adultery?
Will he forgive me for all the wrong i done?
Will he forgive me for being a lazy bum?
Will he forgive me for the destruction of my soul & body?
Will he forgive me for being so weak allowing satan to tempt me?
Will he forgive me for feeling so sad & depressed?
Will he forgive me for failing all his tests?
Will he forgive me for not reading his word everyday?
Will he forgive me from his holy house i stayed away?
Will he forgive me being selfish for wanting...
Will he forgive me for committing adultery?
Will he forgive me for all the wrong i done?
Will he forgive me for being a lazy bum?
Will he forgive me for the destruction of my soul & body?
Will he forgive me for being so weak allowing satan to tempt me?
Will he forgive me for feeling so sad & depressed?
Will he forgive me for failing all his tests?
Will he forgive me for not reading his word everyday?
Will he forgive me from his holy house i stayed away?
Will he forgive me being selfish for wanting...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
7th May 2013 2:57pm
7th May 2013 2:57pm
"WTF part 3"
It iz i say's me,i i i-fuck with me i'll leave ya with a columbian necktie-i live amongst the unseen-fucked in the head,it's wicked shit i sing-i feel the need to die-so confused i feel the need to cry-no physical pain,just emotional pain-broken hearts pain makin' me the opposite of sane-the world will keep turning with or without me-please dear god put me into eternal sleep-grotesque beyond your nightmares-suicide is beyond repair for it's all about despair-ya girl left,lost ya job,lost ya crib,lost ya car-all of this shit happening ya don't know how long or how far-ya last penny is now...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
5th May 2013 8:29pm
5th May 2013 8:29pm
"WTF" part 2
All bad times no good times-hear me go more and more psycho in each rhyme-i get off by speakin' this crazy shit-ain't life a mutha fuckin' bitch-damn i wish i had some xany bars to pop-i'd rather be zombiefied all 24/7 tick tock fuck a clock-skitzo without a doubt-you mutha fuckaz already know whut i'm about-i'd rather be institutionalized so i can get free drugz-if there ain't no drugz,in my brain i'll put a .45 hollow point slug-these are the untold facts that i'm speakin' on-suicidal tactics and pill poppin' that's what i condone-i can go on and on way past dawn-gank ya shit just so i can...
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SONG LYRICS
Published
5th May 2013 8:28pm
5th May 2013 8:28pm
"WTF"
Here i sit,39,ain't worth shit-everyday all day i yell at myself and spit-i've damned myself with lifes sinz-i keep asking god whens it gonna end?-all the bad decisions i made in my life-have cost me everything i ever had even my wife-i'm a born loser,a failure at best-this insane poetry is my way of getting it off my chest-if i didn't have this paper and pen-without hesitation i'd go out and commit horrific sin-i'm speakin' on murder,homicide,then a suicide-my words ain't for the faint at heart it's a hellish ride-evil things,as sharp as a guillotine-when i'm down and out in life,it's hell i...
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