Submissions by anestasia

I remember it like it was yesterday
Me and you playing outside
Two young girls from New Jersey on a sunny and summer day
Running around the tree trying to hide
Laughter and smiles
Hanging out with our friends
Constantly running like we were running a thousand miles
who would have known this would be the end
You went to a family reunion and on the way back you got into a car accident and died
The news came back to me and I cried and cried

The veins to help the blood flow
It keeps us breathing everyday
Healthy and have us moving
Redness of the color
The millions of beats until it stop one day
That's what they see
Through my eyes its more than the knowledge
The shape is unexplainable
Forget about the logic behind it
The feelings of different emotions
What you hide and what you show
It makes you and brakes you
I'm here for that one thing
It makes us stronger
It makes us complete.....
I want your HEART ! ! !

Its been almost a year and I'm still filled with this pain
Hurt...disappointed...sad and no room for happiness
My mood represents the thunderstorm and the heavy rain
Lighting from the anger and rage
Aggravation from people with the adrinaline rushing through my veins
Trying my hardest not to blow up like a hand grinade
So much hurt and deep pain
Have no control over my body
Mentally, physically,and emotionally
The mental part is slowly draining, but yet I feel like I have disappeared
Knowing this, I know I can not ovecome this and nothing is...