Submissions by XimmabitlostX
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My smile hides my real feelings so I put them on paper. I mostly write dark poems but I write love poems and others as well.
LOVE POEM
Published
11th Nov 2013 3:09pm
11th Nov 2013 3:09pm
Love Misconception
We are all creatures of unconditional beauty,
for we think or look to one person to call upon love?
to love us all is true beauty,
to feel the sensation of one's lips on yours,
not to be called a menace or be looked upon wrong,
but to enhance the significant presence of love,
so young and full of intention, why let is pass in the winds,
for we shall increase our stability as one,
a hug can make us travel more miles always baring a smile,
a kiss penetrates our soul with overwhelming serenity,
we are a body, we are air, for love makes our hearts beat,...
for we think or look to one person to call upon love?
to love us all is true beauty,
to feel the sensation of one's lips on yours,
not to be called a menace or be looked upon wrong,
but to enhance the significant presence of love,
so young and full of intention, why let is pass in the winds,
for we shall increase our stability as one,
a hug can make us travel more miles always baring a smile,
a kiss penetrates our soul with overwhelming serenity,
we are a body, we are air, for love makes our hearts beat,...
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DARK POEM
Published
28th Aug 2013 4:26am
28th Aug 2013 4:26am
I need to die...
To compare within my prison within my hidden soul.
Only about when I'm up, ironically mistaken.
Damned and in the wrong, falling. Guidance misconception.
Resist the light, just walk, my inner speech.
To weak to listen much less care.
Preparing for my life of internal despair.
To say sorry but contemplate my action with a request already known of fate?
My fear. Death is my calling, yet my falling.
Death is my desire, but shall I retire ? My wrists so warm yearning for a razor. Blood, what beauty.
My reward is a punishment. Only seen within me. ...
Only about when I'm up, ironically mistaken.
Damned and in the wrong, falling. Guidance misconception.
Resist the light, just walk, my inner speech.
To weak to listen much less care.
Preparing for my life of internal despair.
To say sorry but contemplate my action with a request already known of fate?
My fear. Death is my calling, yet my falling.
Death is my desire, but shall I retire ? My wrists so warm yearning for a razor. Blood, what beauty.
My reward is a punishment. Only seen within me. ...
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DARK POEM
Published
26th Aug 2013 1:06am
26th Aug 2013 1:06am
I Want To Fall
Beautiful desire why do I keep chasing after,
what makes me feel alive,
just breathe it in tonight,
just look up at the moon, it tells the secrets of my doom,
drowning me in apathy, lust and no good remedys,
will someone come and save me?
before this tarnished water takes me away,
i'm longing for the day that I can see myself for who i really am,
the day I stop thinking,
just grab me by my heart and pull me down this road,
that seems never ending, nobody is ever comprehending,
always down by empty promise, it's so hard to stay honest,
just tell...
what makes me feel alive,
just breathe it in tonight,
just look up at the moon, it tells the secrets of my doom,
drowning me in apathy, lust and no good remedys,
will someone come and save me?
before this tarnished water takes me away,
i'm longing for the day that I can see myself for who i really am,
the day I stop thinking,
just grab me by my heart and pull me down this road,
that seems never ending, nobody is ever comprehending,
always down by empty promise, it's so hard to stay honest,
just tell...
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Aug 2013 3:02am
15th Aug 2013 3:02am
f**k me with knives...
Fuck me with knives,
this is what love is,
a imprisoned, misunderstood noun,
thrown and tossed around,
fuck me with knives,
let me regret this lust,
pain is the only result, no resolution,
no feel,
hollow darkness, a path,
a path of which I don't want,
but I still choose to follow?
just fuck me with knives,
no reason to be shy,
fate is known but yet still committed,
hence our knowledge, buried in selfishness,
do be dug up again?
with large doubt my conclusion is set,
to hold a hand, with veins so warm,
does not mean a...
this is what love is,
a imprisoned, misunderstood noun,
thrown and tossed around,
fuck me with knives,
let me regret this lust,
pain is the only result, no resolution,
no feel,
hollow darkness, a path,
a path of which I don't want,
but I still choose to follow?
just fuck me with knives,
no reason to be shy,
fate is known but yet still committed,
hence our knowledge, buried in selfishness,
do be dug up again?
with large doubt my conclusion is set,
to hold a hand, with veins so warm,
does not mean a...
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DARK POEM
Published
10th Aug 2013 10:16pm
10th Aug 2013 10:16pm
Suicide Note...
Please don't miss me,
wipe away my blood and kiss me,
life tearing me down for years and years,
please don't cry for me, i'm not worth the tears,
I am a horrible person, no need to be alive,
I tried to stay strong, I tried to strive,
for my fate is all known, it is all clear,
that I have no further motivation to be here,
I need someone to listen or just understand,
but nobody ever gets me, or reaches out a hand,
this world is nothing but a sin,
it started to drag me in,
tremendously yearning for this place,
that doesn't exist in reality,...
wipe away my blood and kiss me,
life tearing me down for years and years,
please don't cry for me, i'm not worth the tears,
I am a horrible person, no need to be alive,
I tried to stay strong, I tried to strive,
for my fate is all known, it is all clear,
that I have no further motivation to be here,
I need someone to listen or just understand,
but nobody ever gets me, or reaches out a hand,
this world is nothing but a sin,
it started to drag me in,
tremendously yearning for this place,
that doesn't exist in reality,...
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ANGER POEM
Published
7th Aug 2013 5:01pm
7th Aug 2013 5:01pm
I'm done...
Waste of space
Disappointment, disgrace
kill me now, drown me In blood,
Rip out my heart, start a flood,
Don't burn from my sin,
Don't look out or within,
This life stigmatized in me,
Let these pills set me free,
Eternal life?
Eternal strife?
All I know is this knife,
Selfish failure, ignorant youth,
If only they knew my ugly truth,
Let me swallow the darkness,
Take my away,
I don't want to see another day.
Disappointment, disgrace
kill me now, drown me In blood,
Rip out my heart, start a flood,
Don't burn from my sin,
Don't look out or within,
This life stigmatized in me,
Let these pills set me free,
Eternal life?
Eternal strife?
All I know is this knife,
Selfish failure, ignorant youth,
If only they knew my ugly truth,
Let me swallow the darkness,
Take my away,
I don't want to see another day.
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DARK POEM
Published
27th Jul 2013 6:22am
27th Jul 2013 6:22am
Kiss Me Goodnight, Goodbye
Kiss me goodnight,
kiss me goodbye,
life is full of lust, pain, lies,
take me away,
let me not feel, let me die,
darkness my shadow,
coming closer each day,
soon to consume me,
save me, someone?
...please?
kiss me goodbye,
life is full of lust, pain, lies,
take me away,
let me not feel, let me die,
darkness my shadow,
coming closer each day,
soon to consume me,
save me, someone?
...please?
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STORY POEM
Published
21st Jul 2013 3:59am
21st Jul 2013 3:59am
Night walk on the beach
Blue water billows white,
under the stars that shine so bright,
light overlooks the water so dim and shy,
why the tears when so melancholy, should I cry?
gentle seas possessed me as the sand slowly guides me,
left with one thing to embrace,
the moon and it's gentle grace,
leaving me wanting to escape to space,
let me feel, or do I want to feel?
just keep me here, in this place so surreal.
under the stars that shine so bright,
light overlooks the water so dim and shy,
why the tears when so melancholy, should I cry?
gentle seas possessed me as the sand slowly guides me,
left with one thing to embrace,
the moon and it's gentle grace,
leaving me wanting to escape to space,
let me feel, or do I want to feel?
just keep me here, in this place so surreal.
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DARK POEM
Published
20th Jul 2013 5:47am
20th Jul 2013 5:47am
Suicide, My Blanket
Waste of space,
go run,
hide,
Worthless,
run,
die,
razor sharp,
tears fall,
water cold,
death calls,
stupid kid,
ugly soul,
heart hurts,
body is cold,
try harder,
fail again,
run away,
trapped inside,
demons scream,
cant hide,
love stigmatized in me,
fallen stars not to be seen,
ocean black in the night,
sorrow overcomes fright,
moon so calm, carry me,
carry me out of this life, please...
go run,
hide,
Worthless,
run,
die,
razor sharp,
tears fall,
water cold,
death calls,
stupid kid,
ugly soul,
heart hurts,
body is cold,
try harder,
fail again,
run away,
trapped inside,
demons scream,
cant hide,
love stigmatized in me,
fallen stars not to be seen,
ocean black in the night,
sorrow overcomes fright,
moon so calm, carry me,
carry me out of this life, please...
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DARK POEM
Published
18th Jul 2013 8:01am
18th Jul 2013 8:01am
3 AM thoughts..
Despite the light,
yet again awakened by darkness,
it wraps around me so beautifully and perfect,
I want to give in,
serenades of a beautiful melody surround and corrupt my thoughts,
staring at the moon as I always do at this time,
tears fall, more sin regretted,
in need of someones grasp,
your grasp,
your love,
it's nights like these I wish never ended,
for my obsession with inner pain overcomes my reality,
the less blood drawn, the more tears shed,
wishing to be one with the constellations,
in need of my love, distance being the...
yet again awakened by darkness,
it wraps around me so beautifully and perfect,
I want to give in,
serenades of a beautiful melody surround and corrupt my thoughts,
staring at the moon as I always do at this time,
tears fall, more sin regretted,
in need of someones grasp,
your grasp,
your love,
it's nights like these I wish never ended,
for my obsession with inner pain overcomes my reality,
the less blood drawn, the more tears shed,
wishing to be one with the constellations,
in need of my love, distance being the...
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Jul 2013 10:57pm
15th Jul 2013 10:57pm
Undying Pain
Oh the things I would do,
to take a bath in my sins to dwell upon them,
to reconnect with my selfish inner being,
and fake appearance,
to shy to overcome reality's trap,
to be surrounded by my own blood,
to enhance the truth,
why do my sick intentions overpower my knowledge?
am I more wise then this?
as ironic as it is,
pain on pain creates a balance,
a sort of, peace,
a perfect combination for my serenity,
yet it's consequential content overrides it's ability to be pure,
sorrow meets anguish,
what have I done?
I have created a...
to take a bath in my sins to dwell upon them,
to reconnect with my selfish inner being,
and fake appearance,
to shy to overcome reality's trap,
to be surrounded by my own blood,
to enhance the truth,
why do my sick intentions overpower my knowledge?
am I more wise then this?
as ironic as it is,
pain on pain creates a balance,
a sort of, peace,
a perfect combination for my serenity,
yet it's consequential content overrides it's ability to be pure,
sorrow meets anguish,
what have I done?
I have created a...
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SPIRITUAL POEM
Published
8th Jul 2013 00:22am
8th Jul 2013 00:22am
Faith in a nutshell
Brace for it,
the impact, surrounded by unknown shadows,
they lurk in the depths of our confused minds,
to overcome the horizon with something much more consequential,
will we ever know when and why?
maybe not, maybe so,
will the blood tell the truth, or lie?
the sun burns the skin as it awakes from its long slumber,
to seek the truth and defile the weak,
we will run and hide, yet also we might embrace it,
we scream for forgiveness in envy of the innocent,
and praise upon our sorrows, giving into the dark,
awakening with the hollow wrath of...
the impact, surrounded by unknown shadows,
they lurk in the depths of our confused minds,
to overcome the horizon with something much more consequential,
will we ever know when and why?
maybe not, maybe so,
will the blood tell the truth, or lie?
the sun burns the skin as it awakes from its long slumber,
to seek the truth and defile the weak,
we will run and hide, yet also we might embrace it,
we scream for forgiveness in envy of the innocent,
and praise upon our sorrows, giving into the dark,
awakening with the hollow wrath of...
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