I've come to the end of the road I thought it would be easier, shedding the load But I can’t let it go.
I want to be free and get on with my life But my eyes keep glancing over to the knife It would be so easy.
It would feel so nice, to let all the anger out But there’s always that seed of doubt The little voice that stops me every time. The little voice has saved me many times It always tells me ‘you will be fine’ I wish I could believe it.
Then theirs my voice, encouraging me to die Urging me on, listing to all...
Take away my life Take away my sanity Please don't be the one to break me Please don't be the one to hurt me I'll do anything I'll pretend I'm sorry I'll do anything I'll get down on my knees Just don't push me Just don't make me you I will look down on you, When I'm up above.
It's the turning point in the road, I want to take the path that sheds the biggest load. Right or wrong what would I know? This is my last chance to blow. I'm petrified of happiness but exasperated of sadness, All I know is that the end of my heartbeat will also end this madness. I care about nobody, nor myself, I don't want to be a burden to anyone else. A knife, a gun, a jump, a fall, Anything to end it all.
The day has finally come There's nowhere else to run Time to grow up and become something Instead of living a life full of nothing What will I do, where will I go? The people I meet will never know Who I am, what I've done They won't see me come undone But they will see the true me, I'll break, The smile I show will always be fake.
Pulling the knife out of her heart, It was your pushing that tore us apart. I always told her I couldn't take it, I always knew I wouldn't make it. You pushed until you broke me, No wonder everyone left, now can you see? I'll never be what you want me to be, I'm sorry Mum.
There once was a girl Who wasn't very happy Everyday, She felt rather crappy She's tried to kill herself Many a time But she always told people That she was just fine She was pretty, smart and kind But she didn't think so She always said 'not in my mind' Oh, her thoughts were so low She was messed up in the head But her true self was inside I hope she is ok I fear one day soon she will drop dead.
Push me one more fucking time, I'm no longer here. Cry your crocodile tears and make me care, You're no longer there. Push me, control me, make me that person you wish I was, Because I'm nothing but lost. I am what I am but I'm what you're not. You're not going to say you're sorry, Because you're always right, And I'm the stupid fault you have to live with Don't make me kill you, or me.
When you do something good, No one remembers When you do something bad, No one forgets Life is only full of regrets Awaiting game before the unspoken death, Why do we all want to be better than the best?
When you do something good, No one remembers When you do something bad, No one forgets Life is only full of regrets Life is simply a waiting game before death, Why do we all want to be better than the best?
The lie we call life Killing with a knife Your screams of fear Make me cry those tears Exasperated and tired Of those who lied Scared and defyed By the hell you cry If I become you If I let you change me Will you stop controlling ? And finally leave me be ? You win.