Submissions by Thisismyhell (Darkness Enchanting)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Screw you.
My days
Clouds over me hang grey,
The nights whispers stray.
Ice falls all around,
My body hangs above the ground.
But I can't die,
This just another fails attempt.
Now I'm stuck,
And I feel maggots inside me fuck.
Watching my skin rot,
My hands tremble over my pocket.
Knife in hand,
I plunge it into both eyes repeatedly.
Blind now,
I can lose my mind.
What I've managed to hold onto,
As whats left flows through the gapes in my skull.
Once more taking the knife,
I cut the rope.
What little strength I have left...
The nights whispers stray.
Ice falls all around,
My body hangs above the ground.
But I can't die,
This just another fails attempt.
Now I'm stuck,
And I feel maggots inside me fuck.
Watching my skin rot,
My hands tremble over my pocket.
Knife in hand,
I plunge it into both eyes repeatedly.
Blind now,
I can lose my mind.
What I've managed to hold onto,
As whats left flows through the gapes in my skull.
Once more taking the knife,
I cut the rope.
What little strength I have left...
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I'm talented when it comes to staying broken.. Unfortunately...
Some times it hurts,
More then I could ever show.
More then ill ever let you know,
How you left a huge hole.
I try to cover it and go,
Chill and float through life aimlessly.
Baking my brain shamelessly,
Trying to avoid thinking of you.
I'm hoping time will kill the pain,
Your name on my arm remains..
I don't regret,
And me just please don't ever forget...
More then I could ever show.
More then ill ever let you know,
How you left a huge hole.
I try to cover it and go,
Chill and float through life aimlessly.
Baking my brain shamelessly,
Trying to avoid thinking of you.
I'm hoping time will kill the pain,
Your name on my arm remains..
I don't regret,
And me just please don't ever forget...
673 reads
4 Comments
Snuggle bunny...
Darling,
I've thought of you so much recently,
I'm missing you more then I ever thought possible.
My mind has went through paths I never did dare,
For minuets I was deprived of air..
My nights have been trampled with contemplation,
Pulseless veins overcome with condemnation.
I know your heart will never return,
And my scars never sewn.
But I think I've finally figured out where I went wrong,
Where i truly lost you.
It's when I fell in love with you,
When I decided I could never be away from your side.
Because that's when...
I've thought of you so much recently,
I'm missing you more then I ever thought possible.
My mind has went through paths I never did dare,
For minuets I was deprived of air..
My nights have been trampled with contemplation,
Pulseless veins overcome with condemnation.
I know your heart will never return,
And my scars never sewn.
But I think I've finally figured out where I went wrong,
Where i truly lost you.
It's when I fell in love with you,
When I decided I could never be away from your side.
Because that's when...
1179 reads
1 Comment
To the grave....
My tears fall blood chasing,
Desire to caress perfection once again, setting in.
Desperate for contemption,
Only in you that holds.
Unto you my being was left to hold..
Deepest thoughts I began to express,
Swearing to do my best, then.. You just left..
When you withdrew my heart followd you,
And still it does..
Mechanics of self I don't understand,
You broke me once then again,
Yet I still crave,
I guess I'm doomed to take that to the grave..
Oh this bloody pain..
Desire to caress perfection once again, setting in.
Desperate for contemption,
Only in you that holds.
Unto you my being was left to hold..
Deepest thoughts I began to express,
Swearing to do my best, then.. You just left..
When you withdrew my heart followd you,
And still it does..
Mechanics of self I don't understand,
You broke me once then again,
Yet I still crave,
I guess I'm doomed to take that to the grave..
Oh this bloody pain..
662 reads
2 Comments
I'm in my own hell..
How much blood can be shed,
All in cause of dreams misread.
I beg to hold sanity,
But in your name my arms remain stains red.
I don't care I have to say it..
I love you with all my heart,
Ever since I met you till now,
Even though I'm falling apart..
You had nothing to do with this,
It's not your fault you're perfect..
You can't control that you always make me smile,
That you killed the pain which held me in denial..
Now you are the cause of my despair,
Crying and bleeding gasping for air..
Why'd you build me up?...
All in cause of dreams misread.
I beg to hold sanity,
But in your name my arms remain stains red.
I don't care I have to say it..
I love you with all my heart,
Ever since I met you till now,
Even though I'm falling apart..
You had nothing to do with this,
It's not your fault you're perfect..
You can't control that you always make me smile,
That you killed the pain which held me in denial..
Now you are the cause of my despair,
Crying and bleeding gasping for air..
Why'd you build me up?...
636 reads
2 Comments
I have three words for you void of hate..
Darling you devoured everything I am,
I'm sinking into everything you've cast
Drowning in the depth,
i can't last..
Giant shadows you invoke,
I'm choking unable to cope.
Faithless in whats fake,
Faithful in what my dreams precive as fate.
Please don't say it's to late,
I need to show you my heart..
The parts you've held held from the start,
Just never knew because of the distance between us two..
I'm sinking into everything you've cast
Drowning in the depth,
i can't last..
Giant shadows you invoke,
I'm choking unable to cope.
Faithless in whats fake,
Faithful in what my dreams precive as fate.
Please don't say it's to late,
I need to show you my heart..
The parts you've held held from the start,
Just never knew because of the distance between us two..
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1 Comment
Love and stuff..
Can I have one kiss?
Please say yes..
I know I'm a mess,
But I'll give you my best.
Could we dance?
Moonlight illuminating the night,
You blow my mind out of sight..
I promise this is right..
You are a drug..
And you're hugs,
I can't get enough.
Like love and stuff..
Please say yes..
I know I'm a mess,
But I'll give you my best.
Could we dance?
Moonlight illuminating the night,
You blow my mind out of sight..
I promise this is right..
You are a drug..
And you're hugs,
I can't get enough.
Like love and stuff..
744 reads
7 Comments
Should I
I'm empty,
Nothing comes out simply.
Mind scattered and battered,
To the ground I fall tattered.
When I hit my heart shatters,
Like the breaking of glass.
As it did when for you I unmasked,
Tears still flow from that Horrid past.
You don't know what you held,
Something real and heartfelt.
But me you failed,
Made me feel like a useless hell.
At your name I'm still frail,
I'm not sure If time will tell.
But within I hold a secret,
Tell me if I should keep it..
Nothing comes out simply.
Mind scattered and battered,
To the ground I fall tattered.
When I hit my heart shatters,
Like the breaking of glass.
As it did when for you I unmasked,
Tears still flow from that Horrid past.
You don't know what you held,
Something real and heartfelt.
But me you failed,
Made me feel like a useless hell.
At your name I'm still frail,
I'm not sure If time will tell.
But within I hold a secret,
Tell me if I should keep it..
697 reads
3 Comments
You..
Falling once again I feel so weak,
My mind scatterd,
Blood splatterd.
One wish all that matters,
Heartless beast,
Upon me please feast.
I'm unworthy to see,
Useless to be,
Don't deserve the chance.
But for you ill dance,
Take a stand,
Kiss your hand.
Watch you sleep,
Take the knife,
And hold you're life..
My mind scatterd,
Blood splatterd.
One wish all that matters,
Heartless beast,
Upon me please feast.
I'm unworthy to see,
Useless to be,
Don't deserve the chance.
But for you ill dance,
Take a stand,
Kiss your hand.
Watch you sleep,
Take the knife,
And hold you're life..
756 reads
2 Comments
Disconnection during transmission
Walk the ground
This path every day
The trees whisper stay away
Though I know I belong in this place
My walk goes on
While the sun falls
Walls my mind built start to crumble
To the ground I stumble
The dirt breaks away before me
Through the filth I see a note
Unto me it was wrote
From the hands of my love
Words I'd never read
Fore I don't remember the blood shed
It was titled "lost in translation"
What she always felt just with contemplation
I know now she's my damnation
I'll fall and burn in...
This path every day
The trees whisper stay away
Though I know I belong in this place
My walk goes on
While the sun falls
Walls my mind built start to crumble
To the ground I stumble
The dirt breaks away before me
Through the filth I see a note
Unto me it was wrote
From the hands of my love
Words I'd never read
Fore I don't remember the blood shed
It was titled "lost in translation"
What she always felt just with contemplation
I know now she's my damnation
I'll fall and burn in...
634 reads
2 Comments
No titles left for emotions right now..
There is a place I didn't know I had
Must have died from millions of lies
I feel it competing to life
I even past a chance to play with a knife
There is something to you
I don't understand it at all
It cause me to crawl
My tears flood the walls
I lay at night
Alone feeling far from home
Till my dreams tear me away
Me laying next to you beauty and grace
<3
Must have died from millions of lies
I feel it competing to life
I even past a chance to play with a knife
There is something to you
I don't understand it at all
It cause me to crawl
My tears flood the walls
I lay at night
Alone feeling far from home
Till my dreams tear me away
Me laying next to you beauty and grace
<3
735 reads
5 Comments
I'm thoughtless..
Dear diary,
Sometimes I'm positive I'm insane.
I watch all the blood drain,
Sometimes I deeply enjoy the pain.
Every week I'm getting new blades,
I feel like I'm incapable of stopping.
Then I go to my bed side,
I grab a hand full of pills and start dropping.
My dreams are pretty wired at times aswell,
One night I'm starring at the stars with an angel
Then the next my eyes flutter open in the caverns of hell.
Some twisted tales I could tell,
But there all locked away.
There are reasons for that,
I feel like no matter what I...
Sometimes I'm positive I'm insane.
I watch all the blood drain,
Sometimes I deeply enjoy the pain.
Every week I'm getting new blades,
I feel like I'm incapable of stopping.
Then I go to my bed side,
I grab a hand full of pills and start dropping.
My dreams are pretty wired at times aswell,
One night I'm starring at the stars with an angel
Then the next my eyes flutter open in the caverns of hell.
Some twisted tales I could tell,
But there all locked away.
There are reasons for that,
I feel like no matter what I...
836 reads
3 Comments
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