Submissions by NuBorn (BxckedbyGold)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Empty Tombs
Palindrome poetry"
Unseen and hidden dark things
Bringing worth and virtue
Adding sense and driven-purpose
In
Separately
Tortured lives
Daily
"MIND-MY-BLOWING"
Screams
&
Shouts
&
Voices
&
Hands reaching out
Of
Empty Graves
Yet
NONE
======
HEARS
======
NONE
Yet
Graves empty
Of
Outreaching hands
&
Voices
&
Shouts
&
Screams
Blowing-my-mind
Daily
Tortured lives
Separately
In...
Unseen and hidden dark things
Bringing worth and virtue
Adding sense and driven-purpose
In
Separately
Tortured lives
Daily
"MIND-MY-BLOWING"
Screams
&
Shouts
&
Voices
&
Hands reaching out
Of
Empty Graves
Yet
NONE
======
HEARS
======
NONE
Yet
Graves empty
Of
Outreaching hands
&
Voices
&
Shouts
&
Screams
Blowing-my-mind
Daily
Tortured lives
Separately
In...
#depression
#MentalHealth
#PTSD
#graveyard
#suffering
595 reads
2 Comments
Dark eternity
(A Palindrome Poem)
Eternity from life
contemplating dark days
in pain
Understand
you will end this all
Once,
you have,
felt pain more
and
shed tears more
Accept
Life giving light
is coming-up
SOON
Up-coming is
Light giving life
Accept
More tears shed
and
More pain felt,
have you,
Once
all this end
will you understand
Pain in
Days dark contemplating
life from eternity
Eternity from life
contemplating dark days
in pain
Understand
you will end this all
Once,
you have,
felt pain more
and
shed tears more
Accept
Life giving light
is coming-up
SOON
Up-coming is
Light giving life
Accept
More tears shed
and
More pain felt,
have you,
Once
all this end
will you understand
Pain in
Days dark contemplating
life from eternity
#anxiety
#hope
#dark
542 reads
0 Comments
Of Mama
Strange things are said of you woman!
Stranger still the things I bear in my heart!
Words are not enough
either to confirm or to affirm the love and respect I have for you
You carried the weight of the world on your shoulders
And then added my weigh too, together with both my brother's and sisters' weights
From your womb I came
and with your gentle hands you nourished and nurtured me
You gave me life and freedom to live life as best as like to live it
Even if it meant watching me from the sidelines as I...
Stranger still the things I bear in my heart!
Words are not enough
either to confirm or to affirm the love and respect I have for you
You carried the weight of the world on your shoulders
And then added my weigh too, together with both my brother's and sisters' weights
From your womb I came
and with your gentle hands you nourished and nurtured me
You gave me life and freedom to live life as best as like to live it
Even if it meant watching me from the sidelines as I...
#love
#kindness
#mother #SelfReflection
#mother #SelfReflection
535 reads
1 Comment
The Color of Pain
Who said pain was red
Fiery and bold
The color of blood
Lust and desire
The color of danger?
Who said pain was black
Dark and cold
Power and aggression
The color of death
Fear and evil
The color of misery?
Who said pain was white
Innocent and unkind
A way of life
The color of nothingness
Blinding and purposeful
The color of God?
Pain is not black or blue or grey or pink or dark or light
Or shades of this and that
NO!
Pain is the color of you ...
Fiery and bold
The color of blood
Lust and desire
The color of danger?
Who said pain was black
Dark and cold
Power and aggression
The color of death
Fear and evil
The color of misery?
Who said pain was white
Innocent and unkind
A way of life
The color of nothingness
Blinding and purposeful
The color of God?
Pain is not black or blue or grey or pink or dark or light
Or shades of this and that
NO!
Pain is the color of you ...
#anger
#TruthOfLife
#suffering
594 reads
3 Comments
Voice Issues
I am the voices that scream in my mind
Crying out in terror
PLEASE FREE ME!
I cry back in my heart
I AM ONE WITH YOU
and I CAN NOT FREE YOU AS MUCH AS I CAN NOT FREE MYSELF
I am the flashbacks
That flood my mind
MEN WITH GUNS
LAUGHING AND DRINKING
AND SMOKING
as weary cries burn tired lungs
until they cried no more
until they cannot cry anymore
I am the dreams that torture me at night
Of hands crawling out of graves
Then midgets
Then voices approaching
Trying to overwhelm me
Bury me in...
Crying out in terror
PLEASE FREE ME!
I cry back in my heart
I AM ONE WITH YOU
and I CAN NOT FREE YOU AS MUCH AS I CAN NOT FREE MYSELF
I am the flashbacks
That flood my mind
MEN WITH GUNS
LAUGHING AND DRINKING
AND SMOKING
as weary cries burn tired lungs
until they cried no more
until they cannot cry anymore
I am the dreams that torture me at night
Of hands crawling out of graves
Then midgets
Then voices approaching
Trying to overwhelm me
Bury me in...
#anger
#anxiety
#depression
#SelfHarm
#PTSD
527 reads
1 Comment
Cool school Boy
(My First Experience)
I was once a normal school boy...
I was focused on my studies...
Until one day I met Patience...
She was also a normal school girl (and apparently a sex freak)...
So one day we were sitting at a train station...
"Just chilling"
At 11 Pm
And there were no trains at all (obviously!)...
Patience started kissing me and touching my ****
And inside I was like, "Oh, boy it's finally gonna happen"
And my George was standing strong (inside my pants)
But the...
I was once a normal school boy...
I was focused on my studies...
Until one day I met Patience...
She was also a normal school girl (and apparently a sex freak)...
So one day we were sitting at a train station...
"Just chilling"
At 11 Pm
And there were no trains at all (obviously!)...
Patience started kissing me and touching my ****
And inside I was like, "Oh, boy it's finally gonna happen"
And my George was standing strong (inside my pants)
But the...
#love
#sex
#SelfReflection #FirstLove
#SelfReflection #FirstLove
457 reads
1 Comment
Pole-dancing Stripper

#lust
#relationships
#erotic #sensual
#erotic #sensual
607 reads
0 Comments
These Bitches

#anger
#sex
#dirty
492 reads
1 Comment
N E C R O P H I L L I C

#sex
545 reads
2 Comments
Obliteration
Insanity bopping in my brain
I'm losing control in this strain
Losing my grip on reality
Swaying to obscurity
Wails and cries invade my mind
As hallucinations unwind
A psychotic disturbance
Yet a timely occurrence
"This is now me!" They laugh in my face!
They laugh in my head! They are part of my space!
Destroying bits of intelligence welcoming me into absurdity
Obliterating my mental capacity
Tearing my walls apart and burying me in this void
I am now feeling completely shuttered and destroyed
Fading...
I'm losing control in this strain
Losing my grip on reality
Swaying to obscurity
Wails and cries invade my mind
As hallucinations unwind
A psychotic disturbance
Yet a timely occurrence
"This is now me!" They laugh in my face!
They laugh in my head! They are part of my space!
Destroying bits of intelligence welcoming me into absurdity
Obliterating my mental capacity
Tearing my walls apart and burying me in this void
I am now feeling completely shuttered and destroyed
Fading...
#sadness
#depression
#dark #SelfReflection
#dark #SelfReflection
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0 Comments
The King's men and horses
Bright lights,
squealing wheels,
shuttering glass
followed by darkness!"
And all the king's horses and men
Couldn't put me together again
Couldn't. Erase the persisting pain
Bring back the happiness I can't feign
Rid me of the thoughts I can't detain
All these emotions that are just hard to explain
And all the king's horses and men
Couldn't put me together again
Even though I've quit the cocaine
Sober mind, overwhelmed brain
Influx with thoughts too profane
Emotions I...
squealing wheels,
shuttering glass
followed by darkness!"
And all the king's horses and men
Couldn't put me together again
Couldn't. Erase the persisting pain
Bring back the happiness I can't feign
Rid me of the thoughts I can't detain
All these emotions that are just hard to explain
And all the king's horses and men
Couldn't put me together again
Even though I've quit the cocaine
Sober mind, overwhelmed brain
Influx with thoughts too profane
Emotions I...
#loneliness
#PTSD
#emptiness
395 reads
1 Comment
Unfair God
God
He had friends,
that loved him
He had family,
that supported him
He was in love
with a woman that loved him
more than anything in the world
He was working so hard
focused on making her happy
He had a child
that he still needed to tend to
She is only a year old
she needs her daddy
God
He always joked,
when I tried to corrupt him
and say
"Well you can afford to be impulsive
I can't.
When you think
you think for one
When I think
I think for three"
God
His...
He had friends,
that loved him
He had family,
that supported him
He was in love
with a woman that loved him
more than anything in the world
He was working so hard
focused on making her happy
He had a child
that he still needed to tend to
She is only a year old
she needs her daddy
God
He always joked,
when I tried to corrupt him
and say
"Well you can afford to be impulsive
I can't.
When you think
you think for one
When I think
I think for three"
God
His...
#death
#hurt
389 reads
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