Submissions by JTD (Unknown)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Overdosing In A Trip
I drop it on my tongue
and feel the burn
all in my body
I close my eyes to see
To see whats up with my mind
I start having bad memories
I open up my eyes
and see dead bodies everywhere
and start breaking down
as death has taken everyone I loved
I start fighting demons and angels
as they try to take them to the never lands
I blackout and wake up again.
I see myself in the mirror
and see the blood running down my face
I start wiping my face and see myself disappearing
I grab my cross and bear it to my heart
and close my eyes...
and feel the burn
all in my body
I close my eyes to see
To see whats up with my mind
I start having bad memories
I open up my eyes
and see dead bodies everywhere
and start breaking down
as death has taken everyone I loved
I start fighting demons and angels
as they try to take them to the never lands
I blackout and wake up again.
I see myself in the mirror
and see the blood running down my face
I start wiping my face and see myself disappearing
I grab my cross and bear it to my heart
and close my eyes...
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Appreciation
Just because I care
doesn’t mean I’ll always be there when your low
say goodbye and watch you go
Just because I care
Doesn’t mean you can count on me
Or be your eyes when you cannot see
Just because I care
I cannot always give you a hug
and fill you with love
Just because I care
Doesn’t mean we cannot still make memories
and dream of our fantasies
Just because I care
Please be fair
and stay here
doesn’t mean I’ll always be there when your low
say goodbye and watch you go
Just because I care
Doesn’t mean you can count on me
Or be your eyes when you cannot see
Just because I care
I cannot always give you a hug
and fill you with love
Just because I care
Doesn’t mean we cannot still make memories
and dream of our fantasies
Just because I care
Please be fair
and stay here
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One Day
I wake up and I lay there thinking
Thinking about what life will have to offer today
Could it be a new friend?
Could it be a new foe?
Just maybe could be a new love?
Obviously cannot be death
because I am awake
Whatever today has in stored for me,
It will be a surprise
Life certainly is a riddle
It certainly is nothing like playing a fiddle
Or could it be that easy?
Guess it really depends
Depends on how much you want something
There is a lot of things I want in life
Pretty sure everyone has that feeling too
...
Thinking about what life will have to offer today
Could it be a new friend?
Could it be a new foe?
Just maybe could be a new love?
Obviously cannot be death
because I am awake
Whatever today has in stored for me,
It will be a surprise
Life certainly is a riddle
It certainly is nothing like playing a fiddle
Or could it be that easy?
Guess it really depends
Depends on how much you want something
There is a lot of things I want in life
Pretty sure everyone has that feeling too
...
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Future
My future isn't so clear
Because I have fear
Fear that evolves in my present
This fear, isn't so pleasant
I see myself being another disappointment
I see myself failing again and again
I am afraid to express how i feel about my future
I am afraid to be questioned about what I want to be
Maybe I am afraid of becoming something I am not
Maybe I am afraid of being in the spotlight
Maybe it is death...
Death is my biggest fear
I am afraid of achieving everything I want
and when I finally obtain everything,
I am frightened by having it all...
Because I have fear
Fear that evolves in my present
This fear, isn't so pleasant
I see myself being another disappointment
I see myself failing again and again
I am afraid to express how i feel about my future
I am afraid to be questioned about what I want to be
Maybe I am afraid of becoming something I am not
Maybe I am afraid of being in the spotlight
Maybe it is death...
Death is my biggest fear
I am afraid of achieving everything I want
and when I finally obtain everything,
I am frightened by having it all...
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Her Love
Her love is so warm
Her love is so deep
Oh she makes me peacefully fall asleep
I tell her every little dirty secret
Her love I never want to regret
I love the ways she walks
I love the way she talks
Her love is so pure
Maybe she is the cure
To my drying spell
And she has me falling for her
Falling for her
And she has me falling for her
Falling for her
And she doesn't even know
I see her eyes shining like a diamond
I see her teeth sparkling like water
I love the way her hair...
Her love is so deep
Oh she makes me peacefully fall asleep
I tell her every little dirty secret
Her love I never want to regret
I love the ways she walks
I love the way she talks
Her love is so pure
Maybe she is the cure
To my drying spell
And she has me falling for her
Falling for her
And she has me falling for her
Falling for her
And she doesn't even know
I see her eyes shining like a diamond
I see her teeth sparkling like water
I love the way her hair...
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Crush
I see her sitting down over there
I am wondering what she is thinking about
I wonder how she feels
I wonder if she knows her looks could kill
I see her walking by
She is so independent
She makes me sigh
When she is sad
I never want to see her cry
I never want to see her lose smile
Maybe one day
I'll ask her if she wants to hangout for awhile
But what should I say?
I see her looking at me
and i look away
I will just wait another day
What is the rush
She just might be another...
I am wondering what she is thinking about
I wonder how she feels
I wonder if she knows her looks could kill
I see her walking by
She is so independent
She makes me sigh
When she is sad
I never want to see her cry
I never want to see her lose smile
Maybe one day
I'll ask her if she wants to hangout for awhile
But what should I say?
I see her looking at me
and i look away
I will just wait another day
What is the rush
She just might be another...
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Without You
Is it to much to say,
I do not won't you to go away,
Is it to much to say,
I just want you to stay,
Is it to much to say,
I am not going to be okay without you,
without you
I wake up and see your not there
I look around to see your stare
Then I recognize that you are not here
I guess you never really cared
I go on with my day,
Pretending everything will be okay,
I go on with my day,
Thinking everything will remain the same,
I go on with the day,
Wondering where did you go?
Where did you go
I wake up and see...
I do not won't you to go away,
Is it to much to say,
I just want you to stay,
Is it to much to say,
I am not going to be okay without you,
without you
I wake up and see your not there
I look around to see your stare
Then I recognize that you are not here
I guess you never really cared
I go on with my day,
Pretending everything will be okay,
I go on with my day,
Thinking everything will remain the same,
I go on with the day,
Wondering where did you go?
Where did you go
I wake up and see...
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Wonder
close my eyes waiting for everything to go away
I open my eyes and see what will happen today
I look at myself in the mirror
and see the reflection of my past
looking back at me
I remember everything
All the good and bad
Everything has just gone so fast
I begin wondering where did it all go
I’ve lost friends and family
Along the way
I think about them each day
The time has flashed before my eyes
My mind has gone past my lies
Seeing everything flying by
Leaves me wondering why?
I close my eyes beginning to pray...
I open my eyes and see what will happen today
I look at myself in the mirror
and see the reflection of my past
looking back at me
I remember everything
All the good and bad
Everything has just gone so fast
I begin wondering where did it all go
I’ve lost friends and family
Along the way
I think about them each day
The time has flashed before my eyes
My mind has gone past my lies
Seeing everything flying by
Leaves me wondering why?
I close my eyes beginning to pray...
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Pray
I see the sunshine coming out of the clouds today
I see the rain wash away
and I'm smiling
I bow my head down and fold my hands to pray
Praying that everything will be okay.
I see the rain wash away
and I'm smiling
I bow my head down and fold my hands to pray
Praying that everything will be okay.
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Is This Where It Ends?
Mother earth is breaking apart
The seas are washing apart
Breaking ground the core
Is now and nobody knows how
Grass turning dead
The sky is getting red
Is this where it ends?
Is this where begins?
All these questions
that seek an answer
What can cure this cancer?
No one knows
Where everything goes
What message does this send?
Is this where it ends?
Shallow and cold
No money is here
We have been told
Soon our souls will be sold
To the beast thats haunts
What is out of control
Is this where it...
The seas are washing apart
Breaking ground the core
Is now and nobody knows how
Grass turning dead
The sky is getting red
Is this where it ends?
Is this where begins?
All these questions
that seek an answer
What can cure this cancer?
No one knows
Where everything goes
What message does this send?
Is this where it ends?
Shallow and cold
No money is here
We have been told
Soon our souls will be sold
To the beast thats haunts
What is out of control
Is this where it...
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Nothing Is No More
I just wanted to say
I miss seeing you walk my way
You and your scenery
The look on your face
Never had any disgrace
Thinking about you
Made me blush
Everything now is flushed away
Everything has broken apart
Nothing is the same anymore
I turn to look at a ghost
of your reflection
that slowly disappears
Nothing is no more
Nothing is no more
But a shadow of what was there.
You showed me the way
When I was lost in the cold
I saw your fire rise
and smelled your flames
Heating up my soul
I'm...
I miss seeing you walk my way
You and your scenery
The look on your face
Never had any disgrace
Thinking about you
Made me blush
Everything now is flushed away
Everything has broken apart
Nothing is the same anymore
I turn to look at a ghost
of your reflection
that slowly disappears
Nothing is no more
Nothing is no more
But a shadow of what was there.
You showed me the way
When I was lost in the cold
I saw your fire rise
and smelled your flames
Heating up my soul
I'm...
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My Cage
Here I am wrapped up in these chains
Waiting for the anger to strike
So it can take over me
Holding on to my own personality
Before it ruins my morality
Nobody but me and Mr.Hyde
He never wants to be seen
He just might make you scream
Stuck here mingled in my cage
My new home until I find my way back
To the old reality that was once with me
Stuck in the rage I just want to free myself
From this imprisonment that has built itself around me
Please free me from this cage.
Humbled the audacity that hungers me...
Waiting for the anger to strike
So it can take over me
Holding on to my own personality
Before it ruins my morality
Nobody but me and Mr.Hyde
He never wants to be seen
He just might make you scream
Stuck here mingled in my cage
My new home until I find my way back
To the old reality that was once with me
Stuck in the rage I just want to free myself
From this imprisonment that has built itself around me
Please free me from this cage.
Humbled the audacity that hungers me...
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