Submissions by Indie (Miss Indie)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
human, quirky, dark.
LOVE POEM
Published
9th Sep 2011 10:50am
9th Sep 2011 10:50am
In The Ashes
I break without bleeding
And I’m crazy when I’m grieving
I hate that I’m still needing
Somehow I keep on breathing
All the pain, it makes me blind
Keeps my sanity in a bind
To myself, I can be so unkind
Blank it out just to unwind
The world is changed when I fall
It keeps on moving while I stall
Ghosts creep at night down the hall
Pinning me up against the wall
The memories bleed, resurrected
I am the opposite of connected
I stumble around, cold, dejected
Some new master is elected
I sleep...
And I’m crazy when I’m grieving
I hate that I’m still needing
Somehow I keep on breathing
All the pain, it makes me blind
Keeps my sanity in a bind
To myself, I can be so unkind
Blank it out just to unwind
The world is changed when I fall
It keeps on moving while I stall
Ghosts creep at night down the hall
Pinning me up against the wall
The memories bleed, resurrected
I am the opposite of connected
I stumble around, cold, dejected
Some new master is elected
I sleep...
984 reads
2 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
7th Sep 2011 9:48pm
7th Sep 2011 9:48pm
If I was to live forever
(Collab by Indie & Soulwrites)
Indie
stevieb
Would you believe in heaven, if it meant that you could live forever?
Would it make you happy if there were ties you would never sever?
I’ve seen the realm of darkness and let it lead me astray
Would you want to live forever, if every day was a perfect day?
As I sit in agony, contemplating this decision I have to make,
realizing that if every day was perfect, I wouldn't want to stay.
We need some darkness, or we won't have any balance,
with too much light, I'd lose my dark poetry...
Indie
stevieb
Would you believe in heaven, if it meant that you could live forever?
Would it make you happy if there were ties you would never sever?
I’ve seen the realm of darkness and let it lead me astray
Would you want to live forever, if every day was a perfect day?
As I sit in agony, contemplating this decision I have to make,
realizing that if every day was perfect, I wouldn't want to stay.
We need some darkness, or we won't have any balance,
with too much light, I'd lose my dark poetry...
997 reads
1 Comment
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
7th Sep 2011 1:17am
7th Sep 2011 1:17am
Insomniatic
When you have insomnia
You’re never really asleep…
And you’re never really awake.
The things that define reality and dreams
Blur together and cease to exist
My mind wanders
And bumps into things in the dark
I stumble over tomorrows ghosts
As they shimmer in the shadows
Losing themselves before they begin
I laugh at the thought of lactating owls
I don’t know why it’s funny
I choke on my smoke
Coughing until the hysteria subsides
And the fall begins
I’m talking to the walls again...
You’re never really asleep…
And you’re never really awake.
The things that define reality and dreams
Blur together and cease to exist
My mind wanders
And bumps into things in the dark
I stumble over tomorrows ghosts
As they shimmer in the shadows
Losing themselves before they begin
I laugh at the thought of lactating owls
I don’t know why it’s funny
I choke on my smoke
Coughing until the hysteria subsides
And the fall begins
I’m talking to the walls again...
1115 reads
4 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
6th Sep 2011 9:34pm
6th Sep 2011 9:34pm
The Secrets Within
I’ll retreat from the shame inside
Where all the pain resides
Take a break from the thoughts
Close off where my battles are fought
Yellow tape cordons off
The places marshmellowy soft
The things they don’t need to know
My life is not a reality show
I see the way they look at me
I’m never what they want me to be
Turn around to walk a lie
The list goes on of what I deny
Tears come down when I’m alone
Shut down the computer, turn off the phone
How do I find the words to say…
When no one believed me yesterday?
Take a...
Where all the pain resides
Take a break from the thoughts
Close off where my battles are fought
Yellow tape cordons off
The places marshmellowy soft
The things they don’t need to know
My life is not a reality show
I see the way they look at me
I’m never what they want me to be
Turn around to walk a lie
The list goes on of what I deny
Tears come down when I’m alone
Shut down the computer, turn off the phone
How do I find the words to say…
When no one believed me yesterday?
Take a...
905 reads
2 Comments
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
6th Sep 2011 11:08am
6th Sep 2011 11:08am
On The Eve of Death
In the darkness they come for me
I can hear them creeping
And I know tonight
There will be no sleeping
A scratch upon a window
A tap upon a door
Glass panes silently rattling
As a siren sounds its call
My eardrums, they shatter
Of things that violently combust
Tears stream down my face in fear
My skin flecked with rust
Footsteps on the floorboards
In the night I cower
I can hear the screams of others near
Revoking silences power
I bite my lip and it bleeds
Metallic on my tongue
Oh God please don’t let me die...
I can hear them creeping
And I know tonight
There will be no sleeping
A scratch upon a window
A tap upon a door
Glass panes silently rattling
As a siren sounds its call
My eardrums, they shatter
Of things that violently combust
Tears stream down my face in fear
My skin flecked with rust
Footsteps on the floorboards
In the night I cower
I can hear the screams of others near
Revoking silences power
I bite my lip and it bleeds
Metallic on my tongue
Oh God please don’t let me die...
893 reads
3 Comments
SELF POEM
Published
5th Sep 2011 12:14pm
5th Sep 2011 12:14pm
The Glass Wall
The light hits the walls around me and reflects
The world that surrounds me, I reject
From this life I am given, I defect
For Me and Myself have never met
I seek solace beneath the ground
In my comforts I also drown
Every thought, it drags me down
Inside me the violence erupts and rebounds
In the darkness I seek peace
In the darkness there is no release
Today the darkness I cannot defeat
Play the song and press repeat
Walls of glass hold no warmth
All I am only haunts
The voices reach inside and taunt
This river of...
The world that surrounds me, I reject
From this life I am given, I defect
For Me and Myself have never met
I seek solace beneath the ground
In my comforts I also drown
Every thought, it drags me down
Inside me the violence erupts and rebounds
In the darkness I seek peace
In the darkness there is no release
Today the darkness I cannot defeat
Play the song and press repeat
Walls of glass hold no warmth
All I am only haunts
The voices reach inside and taunt
This river of...
1025 reads
3 Comments
FICTIONAL PROSE
Published
5th Sep 2011 4:00am
5th Sep 2011 4:00am
The Fire
How can something so intangible feel so real? I cannot see it, I cannot touch it, yet it consumes me. It grows, it shrinks, it twists my insides and turns me inside, but on the outside I am whole. I ache. I ache to feel. I ache to bleed. I ache for the fire than will not burn.
I look in the mirror and I see the ghost. The ghost of who I could be, who I could have been. The memories are blurred and insubstantial. They are not enough. I am both myself and no one at all. I float in the un-dream that is an unending reality.
It comes in the daylight. It comes in the darkness...
I look in the mirror and I see the ghost. The ghost of who I could be, who I could have been. The memories are blurred and insubstantial. They are not enough. I am both myself and no one at all. I float in the un-dream that is an unending reality.
It comes in the daylight. It comes in the darkness...
#dark
#StreamOfConsciousness
1256 reads
6 Comments
MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
4th Sep 2011 9:32pm
4th Sep 2011 9:32pm
Upturned
They’re talking
They’re tearing
Ripping me apart
… with words
.......They’re scheming
.......They’re dreaming
.......Seizing…
.......It’s absurd
They’re lying
I’m crying
Yes, they are oh so…
Concerned
.......They’re blinding
.......I’m minding
.......Inside it’s all…
.......Burned
They’re talking
They’re turning
Step back
Nothing’s learned
.......All hinting
.......Left thinking
.......The lines here…
.......Are blurred
Stop talking
I’m walking ...
They’re tearing
Ripping me apart
… with words
.......They’re scheming
.......They’re dreaming
.......Seizing…
.......It’s absurd
They’re lying
I’m crying
Yes, they are oh so…
Concerned
.......They’re blinding
.......I’m minding
.......Inside it’s all…
.......Burned
They’re talking
They’re turning
Step back
Nothing’s learned
.......All hinting
.......Left thinking
.......The lines here…
.......Are blurred
Stop talking
I’m walking ...
#love
953 reads
6 Comments
ANGER POEM
Published
4th Sep 2011 00:27am
4th Sep 2011 00:27am
Angel, Devil
I feel the joy of the self inflicted
The joy and madness righteously conflicted
All my words, they're contradicted
When from my soul my heart's evicted
I live by the standards other set
I set myself up to lose the bet
When the silence claims me, there are regrets
Things pushed down, I can't forget
Lost in words, an illusion of perfection
I've perfected the perfect rejection
My identity split into fragments, sections
When the only truth is that I am looking for a connection
Angel, Devil on my shoulder ...
The joy and madness righteously conflicted
All my words, they're contradicted
When from my soul my heart's evicted
I live by the standards other set
I set myself up to lose the bet
When the silence claims me, there are regrets
Things pushed down, I can't forget
Lost in words, an illusion of perfection
I've perfected the perfect rejection
My identity split into fragments, sections
When the only truth is that I am looking for a connection
Angel, Devil on my shoulder ...
#rhyming
#WritingPoetry
1457 reads
5 Comments
DRUGS POEM
Published
3rd Sep 2011 8:17am
3rd Sep 2011 8:17am
I Was Looking…
I was looking for a hit
I was looking for a fix
The darkest high
I'll ever know
I was looking for a... thing
So much trouble does it bring
Deeper
Than you'll ever know
I was looking for an answer
But the question is a cancer
Scars
I'll never show
I was waiting for a day
It's not up for display
A place
I'll never go
I said all the words
Here they're all unheard
What doesn't shine
Will never glow
Adrift upon the breeze
The flowers make me sneeze
Yeah...
That's just how it goes...
I was looking for a fix
The darkest high
I'll ever know
I was looking for a... thing
So much trouble does it bring
Deeper
Than you'll ever know
I was looking for an answer
But the question is a cancer
Scars
I'll never show
I was waiting for a day
It's not up for display
A place
I'll never go
I said all the words
Here they're all unheard
What doesn't shine
Will never glow
Adrift upon the breeze
The flowers make me sneeze
Yeah...
That's just how it goes...
#addiction
#drugs
1354 reads
10 Comments
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