Submissions by Depressingpoetry
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Been writing poetry for about 12 or 13 years now I'm pretty good st it, it helps me let out the anger and pain inside good stress reliever someday I'd like to get my poems published.
DARK POEM
Published
10th May 2020 4:40am
10th May 2020 4:40am
Keep on fighting
Keep on fighting even though you're hurt,
I'll be your hero and help you find the right words,
Keep on fighting that's what the voices say,
If "hope" had wings it would just flyaway,
My heart so red,
Just feels dead,
Why do I bother to post my poems online?
No one gives a fuck they're lying all the time,
I keep on fighting but I'm not strong enough,
Too bad I didn't drown myself long enough,
I'll take this "ball of light" with me to my grave,
Cause right now that's all I need to be saved.[/b]
I'll be your hero and help you find the right words,
Keep on fighting that's what the voices say,
If "hope" had wings it would just flyaway,
My heart so red,
Just feels dead,
Why do I bother to post my poems online?
No one gives a fuck they're lying all the time,
I keep on fighting but I'm not strong enough,
Too bad I didn't drown myself long enough,
I'll take this "ball of light" with me to my grave,
Cause right now that's all I need to be saved.[/b]
#sadness
#dark
#LifeStruggles
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5 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
1st Mar 2020 7:11am
1st Mar 2020 7:11am
My own monstrosity
My own monstrosity has turned me into a beast,
I'm no longer a girl not in the least,
Its all reflected back at me,
Lust, anger and misery,
Its in my eyes despair and regret,
My own monstrosity makes me a threat,
I don't wanna hurt anyone,
I promise I'll put down the gun,
I am only a beast on the outside,
If you don't believe me look in my eyes,
My own monstrosity is a curse unknown,
It doesn't matter what I am it doesn't matter if I'm alone,
When they call me a beast,
It makes me weak, ...
I'm no longer a girl not in the least,
Its all reflected back at me,
Lust, anger and misery,
Its in my eyes despair and regret,
My own monstrosity makes me a threat,
I don't wanna hurt anyone,
I promise I'll put down the gun,
I am only a beast on the outside,
If you don't believe me look in my eyes,
My own monstrosity is a curse unknown,
It doesn't matter what I am it doesn't matter if I'm alone,
When they call me a beast,
It makes me weak, ...
#monsters
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1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
1st Mar 2020 6:59am
1st Mar 2020 6:59am
If death is better
I'm wishing I could escape everyday and the next,
If this is my fate I don't wanna know the rest,
If death is better than why are we here?
Day after day, tear after tear,
If this life has any meaning,
Why does every moment feel like were dreaming?
War after war we still exist,
If death is better is it better than this?
I feel like ive been defeated and raped,
Every girl knows that dark fate,
If death is better should we surrender?
As our hearts get colder every winter,
God loves us that's what they say,
Still...
If this is my fate I don't wanna know the rest,
If death is better than why are we here?
Day after day, tear after tear,
If this life has any meaning,
Why does every moment feel like were dreaming?
War after war we still exist,
If death is better is it better than this?
I feel like ive been defeated and raped,
Every girl knows that dark fate,
If death is better should we surrender?
As our hearts get colder every winter,
God loves us that's what they say,
Still...
#depression
#suffering
#hurt
546 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Jan 2020 9:06pm
5th Jan 2020 9:06pm
A beautiful suicide
A beautiful suicide I'll make you proud,
No friends or family will be allowed,
Should I pick up the gun,
Or should I just run?
Should I take some pills,
Or should I just chill,
A beautiful suicide you won't forget,
The day you met me you'll regret,
To you I'm just doing this for attention,
A beautiful suicide will help me escape this dimension,
I've written a note it's under my pillow,
Maybe I should just jump out the window,
A beautiful suicide that's what you wanna see,
There's no more happiness...
No friends or family will be allowed,
Should I pick up the gun,
Or should I just run?
Should I take some pills,
Or should I just chill,
A beautiful suicide you won't forget,
The day you met me you'll regret,
To you I'm just doing this for attention,
A beautiful suicide will help me escape this dimension,
I've written a note it's under my pillow,
Maybe I should just jump out the window,
A beautiful suicide that's what you wanna see,
There's no more happiness...
#suicide
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1 Comment
SELF POEM
Published
2nd Jan 2020 3:07am
2nd Jan 2020 3:07am
If you knew
If you knew what was inside my head,
I promise you would wish you were dead,
If you knew how I felt you would scream,
And pray to never fall asleep or dream,
If you knew what torments me you'd pray for death,
And probably overdose on meth,
If you knew the terrible things I saw,
You'd be terrified and in awe,
Everything that torments me,
Makes me want to hide and flee,
I can't seem to make any sense,
Of this madness and suspense,
If you knew what made me cry,
You would never make it out alive,
The scariest...
I promise you would wish you were dead,
If you knew how I felt you would scream,
And pray to never fall asleep or dream,
If you knew what torments me you'd pray for death,
And probably overdose on meth,
If you knew the terrible things I saw,
You'd be terrified and in awe,
Everything that torments me,
Makes me want to hide and flee,
I can't seem to make any sense,
Of this madness and suspense,
If you knew what made me cry,
You would never make it out alive,
The scariest...
#sadness
#depression
#loneliness
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2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Nov 2019 4:10am
13th Nov 2019 4:10am
Let my scars bleed
Let my scars bleed and my bones fall apart,
I fucked up too many times I don't get a new start,
I'm flying away on my own,
To a place of serenity a place unknown,
I'm by myself hiding from the storm,
Let my scars bleed they keep me warm,
My heart can be cold, colder than ever,
[b]My thoughts are disconnected I need to bring them together,
Let my scars bleed and leave behind a mess,
The sad melody makes me more depressed
I used to be a lonesome angry beast,
Now I am possessed I need a priest,
My raging soul needs...
I fucked up too many times I don't get a new start,
I'm flying away on my own,
To a place of serenity a place unknown,
I'm by myself hiding from the storm,
Let my scars bleed they keep me warm,
My heart can be cold, colder than ever,
[b]My thoughts are disconnected I need to bring them together,
Let my scars bleed and leave behind a mess,
The sad melody makes me more depressed
I used to be a lonesome angry beast,
Now I am possessed I need a priest,
My raging soul needs...
#dark
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2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Nov 2019 4:01am
13th Nov 2019 4:01am
She took her own life
She took her own life because nobody cared,
When she needed a friend no one was there,
A perfectly planned suicide,
Blood on her pillow where she used to lie,
As her heart began to break,
Everyone around her became fake,
She took her own life for reasons unknown,
I know just how it feels to be alone,
Even with medication,
Death was her permanent vacation,
She took her own life it was all she could do, to stop her nightmares from coming true,
She prayed for death and it finally came,
On her casket it rains and rains,...
When she needed a friend no one was there,
A perfectly planned suicide,
Blood on her pillow where she used to lie,
As her heart began to break,
Everyone around her became fake,
She took her own life for reasons unknown,
I know just how it feels to be alone,
Even with medication,
Death was her permanent vacation,
She took her own life it was all she could do, to stop her nightmares from coming true,
She prayed for death and it finally came,
On her casket it rains and rains,...
#death
#suicide
#suffering
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SELF POEM
Published
4th Aug 2019 3:56am
4th Aug 2019 3:56am
Until I am unbroken
Until I am unbroken I'll lay here with this hate,
And let the ocean be my escape,
Pins and needles in my eyes,
A well known pain easily disguised,
Ive seen loneliness destroy so many lives,
Until I am unbroken I'll just sit here and cry,
Once I'm lost I can't be found,
Bullets and words can never take me down,
I've been on my own now for years,
Until I am unbroken I'll just wait here,
Suffering and suffocated,
[b]I've become what I've always hated,
Depression always finds a way to win,
I am...
And let the ocean be my escape,
Pins and needles in my eyes,
A well known pain easily disguised,
Ive seen loneliness destroy so many lives,
Until I am unbroken I'll just sit here and cry,
Once I'm lost I can't be found,
Bullets and words can never take me down,
I've been on my own now for years,
Until I am unbroken I'll just wait here,
Suffering and suffocated,
[b]I've become what I've always hated,
Depression always finds a way to win,
I am...
#SelfReflection
414 reads
4 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
17th Jul 2019 3:25am
17th Jul 2019 3:25am
Live another day
I live another day just to breathe,
To wake up and know there's life inside me,
I'm a loner and a day dreamer,
Don't need to be saved don't need a redeemer,
Regret consumes my soul and mind,
The stars and the moon intertwine,
I live another day just to feel again,
I self destruct just so I can mend,
Racing thoughts take control,
Break me apart and make me less whole,
I live another day just to go insane,
I bleed for the broken consume all their pain,
Everything I see is unreal,
My dark secrets I'll never...
To wake up and know there's life inside me,
I'm a loner and a day dreamer,
Don't need to be saved don't need a redeemer,
Regret consumes my soul and mind,
The stars and the moon intertwine,
I live another day just to feel again,
I self destruct just so I can mend,
Racing thoughts take control,
Break me apart and make me less whole,
I live another day just to go insane,
I bleed for the broken consume all their pain,
Everything I see is unreal,
My dark secrets I'll never...
#regret
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1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
17th Jul 2019 3:14am
17th Jul 2019 3:14am
Land of the dead
The land of the dead that's where I am,
Staring at the face of every lifeless man,
I am lifeless too,
Soon I will become brand new,
In this land of the dead I am free,
Every lost soul looking back at me,
Such beautiful words written on the headstones,
A restless, tortured ghost at home,
This land of the dead was meant for me to find,
My old life can stay far behind,
It's a world unlike any other,
Full of such bright color,
Maybe I am fucked up in every way,
But I'll choose death over life any day.
Staring at the face of every lifeless man,
I am lifeless too,
Soon I will become brand new,
In this land of the dead I am free,
Every lost soul looking back at me,
Such beautiful words written on the headstones,
A restless, tortured ghost at home,
This land of the dead was meant for me to find,
My old life can stay far behind,
It's a world unlike any other,
Full of such bright color,
Maybe I am fucked up in every way,
But I'll choose death over life any day.
#dark
#death
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DARK POEM
Published
9th Jul 2019 11:13pm
9th Jul 2019 11:13pm
Your perfect nightmare
Monsters and demons is that what you fear?
Your perfect nightmare is perfectly clear,
All your physical and emotional abuse,
Has got you hanging from a noose,
A break from the real world you're a true day dreamer,
I'll shout out loud and you be the screamer,
Your perfect nightmare is unsloved,
From good to evil you have evolved,
A portal to hell you've already been through it,
A life for a life you'd never do it,
Your perfect nightmare has no end,
Tortured and haunted again and again,
Your broken heart I...
Your perfect nightmare is perfectly clear,
All your physical and emotional abuse,
Has got you hanging from a noose,
A break from the real world you're a true day dreamer,
I'll shout out loud and you be the screamer,
Your perfect nightmare is unsloved,
From good to evil you have evolved,
A portal to hell you've already been through it,
A life for a life you'd never do it,
Your perfect nightmare has no end,
Tortured and haunted again and again,
Your broken heart I...
#nightmares
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3 Comments
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